booyah~!

Maybe this post is my last post in year 2011 because I need to work tomorrow and for three more days.Ok,i need to admit a little things here: the boss wanted me to help her til' 3 Jan 2012, that meant she wanted me to work til' the day before I go back to school . some words come to my mind: ARE YOU INSANE ?! i can work with you for only three days but not for six days . Why? Because I need to rest! SHE SAID SHE WANNA GO TRAVEL AT THAILAND. she think she's the only one wanna rest?! omfg Hell NO! besides,i need to back to school right after I've work!? Hell No!. So I said only for three days. Mom rejected that at first but then said only for three days. So do I ! I wanna be with my family at 1 Jan 2012!  so tomorrow I wanna back to work. HELL! WTf
nvm. just for money. I'll get my monthly salary after six days! Shit! lolz

so forget about it. The point is, i may not update any latest post for about ......maybe it's a couple months or maybe four months ....... BTW, i need to focus on my study right now. I don't care what others say. Just Be Myself First. I may not satisfy my latest result.But I'll try my best to get into it for more. That result is not my ending. it just a beginning of my day. It just prove that I need to work more harder than before. I don't think much about it. Whether i think from the positive side or from negative side. When I think of positive,the outcome is negative to me. But when I think of negative,I don't think the outcome will be positive too.Fate or luck , God, I depend on You. NO matter what. I always support myself, DON'T GIVE UP.

Form 4 lessons, is harder than I've never expected about. I think i need to go through it somehow. So sure I'm gonna impressed by those hardness,obstacles, non-sense gossips, chat, friends, study, family-issues,hates,likes, and another a billion things I can't finish listing right here.

2012, my wishes' still the same with 2011. I'll maintain the same dream but I won't maintain the same movement as I'll try to make , at least one of my dreams come true in year 2012.

Let Bygones Be Bygones. I hope I can forget all the past but can't forget all the lessons I've learnt from the past.