Damn I hate it. sad

so. this is it. we lost. yeah we lost in the competition. choral speaking. after we have tried and practice so hard. and some of them spoil it.damn it. and I cried. some of them didn't cry because they didn't understand the losers hate being losers. all these years, I've successfully brought back my victories to my school. And now they've spoiled it. I think they've no more chances given to them even tho the chances still there. They don't even know how to appreciate it, make it more precious.Just now we brought back some fools, ashamed things that made me cried. I'm done. this year.Maybe there's no more chance for next year. But i hope i can give it a try again. The Form 1 students.I really,absolutely hate them.I don't want them to spoil our performance after all the hard work my old friends have been undergone.But this time , they did. So. It's my new Boo-boo and poo-poo head. I wanna get use to it. and Sure, there're more competitions waiting for me. I've abreast my feelings. tryna control it. Ok. damn. now i'm happy. Because I've found the songs I've been looking for all these years!..

I told myself. stay positive.calm down, everything will be fine. good, that's my experiences. I hope I'll either learn from it or accept it.

I'm Mr.Saxobeats'ing!