ok, I'm gonna acknowledge a crime. A crime about "killing" blogger from my list in my brain in these holidays. Just gonna admit it. I'd a part-time job which is cashier same as last year (you'll know if you go through my blog last year) So basically that's very exhausted, obviously, I think I'm dying.I've worked there for twelve days. Thank God the boss gave me another half dollars for each hour. She said I'm good. Kinda happy about it, not all of it. I've spent my holidays on my part-time job. I didn't even have time with my family.Well, my parents also need to run their business. After I went to my tuition in the morning, I rushed to work. Like imma rushed by dog or something.Days working there made me forget my homework. Tho the couple weeks before these holidays were exam-week. My teachers wouldn't let us go easily, they must have been left some "tracks" for us. I logged in my Facebook and found out my classmates updated some status about homework. It's wrong that I still wonder what was the homework. I should have known,somehow. I just neglected it since the exams last. I didn't think I'm going to continue work hard like this anyway. I'm just tired. I'm TIRED OF BEING TIRED LIKE THIS. I thought I'm strong enough to bare all these pain tho. Just forget it. It just a dream. A Déjà_vu. that's all. I don't wanna back to school!!!!!!!! but I wanna talk to my friends...... no I'm NOT gonna stay home and stare at my computer like a damn shit. NO no......
I always wonder the feelings of being loved, that's stupid I know. pretty ugly, disgusting. I know, to say it in word. but feelings like that can't be described in words... just..... okay, admit it, jealous.. just jealous of them, of others can being in couple. "O" is for feminine , "K" is for masculine. So when I see a couple walking pass in front of me, I'll say: " OK" .
is that make me feel better? yeah quite true.
me: should i make a sarcastic comment or not
