Busy saturday/

Again,

it's morning.

early in the morning.

that one thing wakes me up

which is today I have to attend 

an event called:" International Understanding Night"

at 4.30p.m. til' 7.00p.m. this evening.

and this event had bothered me so much

whether I have to attend this event

or go to account tuition.

4.30p.m. til' 6.30p.m.

both are important to me. 

How can I make a decision?

like last Thursday 

I fell off 

while walking downstairs and think at the same time?

With all the sudden

my left knee bend and knocked on the floor.

what's left.

my hand on the floor.

trying to adjust my knee back again

and stand up quickly.

Luckily,

no one noticed it except my friend.

Will it be that lucky as the circumstances now.

which this two sides make me going outta my mind?

Dammit. 

I should have know yesterday 

that I shouldn't promise account teacher I'm free 4.30p.m. today.

I'm not I'm not.

how.

phone call?

no more credits~?! 

one hope: 

waiting for my mom to call.

then I'll be able to ask her to buy me credits.

now my phone is next to me.

the shade screen I'm looking at

is not what I look for

"accept" this word is what I look for

it remind me.

how the most I need my mom and dad 

when I'm in need

how stupid I am to feel like wanna reject their call 

when they wanna care about me

where am I

what I'm doing

while I'm at the tuition

while I'm at some events

how can I regret it when it's too late?

now all I need is the call from my mom.

and where should I go this evening.

tuition? or the event?

I went to my desk 

I saw the story title:" don't hope! decide!"

it makes me fall in my own trap.

I'm dumb

and now I have to prepare the next test in October

and the test I'm going to face later in my Chemistry tuition.

shit.

   

I wanna feel like this

the moment I'm looking at the ocean. 

and think. will tomorrow be better?

at night.

I wanna stare at the moon with the cloud passing through

eye-opened dreaming about the wonderland.

it will be nice.

couldn't i?

waiting.....

That's new about life.

Today,
I supposed that I shouldn't get up from my warm bed,
to continue sleeping,
to continue have a dream tho it's a nightmare.
my body's laziness led me to get up late more then five minutes.
without even notice that my phone
had been put in the living room last night.
So, purposely.
My alarm on the phone had rang for a few times.
Dammit.
Probably there's nobody else care about it.
So, bring it on.
Then I washed my face,
brushed my teeth,
put on my school uniform,
thought it'll be a good day.
Waiting for my dad to get me.
He rushed in the house,
brought home something with a plastic on it
which I hadn't have time to take a peek.
I, who had waited impatiently for five minutes ago
walked through the door gate,
sat in the car,
looked for dad's appearance next to me
early in the morning
which by the way was about 6.55 am
a step took by him was pretty heavy
because he's kinda rushing something.
" Have you eaten?"
"whaah? no"
" the pepper hot dogs is on the table."
"whaah? oh i don't know."
yeah well, my head was slow a bit this morning,
answering with whaaah~
so
Got out from the car again,
meanwhile,
my hungry stomach was waiting for me to feed it.
Two bowls was covered up each other
to 'protect' the hot dogs from 'polluting' by the flies.
Obviously,
my mom did it.
Always.
to protect food.
But she always forget to bring it out to the stall
for my breakfast.
So let's face it.
She put in like
high up in the mountain with a tall Tupperware
but failed,
my eyes didn't catch up real fast this morning.
Maybe I was eye-opened sleeping.
I grab the bread and put the hot dog in it.
Started to chew it
forced it to swallow through my trachea,
that's pretty hurt.
i thought.
Because I hadn't have a drink
I admitted something,
the hot dog was real big
wide like a big coin.
imagine that if a 3 cm height and a big-coin wide hot dog
was forced to swallow through my trachea
I'm gonna die
But no, I did but I haven't die yet.
forget it.
My dad drove , I ate next to him.
He just put the bowl and the bread on it in front of his wheel.
Fine, i understood he was rushing for something.
I knew I'm going to be late in school.
I didn't care about that
because today was the last school day for those Muslim students
They had their New Year Days >Hari Raya Aidilfitri<
It's time for non-Muslim students to take a week-holidays break
which probably no use for me to take a break
because I have more than one thing to finish it
The folios, Account, and Moral
So, I stepped in the restaurant
which my dad had rent a small area there
run a business.> food<
My classmates and friends all there
eating noodles which was made my mom.
I walked to school then with my friends
which then I realized I wasn't the one who late.
In fact, if I did, I'm not the only one be late in school.
I would walk through the door gate proudly
Because I'm also the one who present today
which by the way there's many of them absent and
I have no idea why did i go to school today.
one word-BORED
after the assembly,
we were announced that we should go to the Chinese society room
after recess
to play indoor games.
I knew all the indoor games are all the same things as I played last year
But I enjoyed it pretty well.
So there's about 3 hours,
I was doing my Account folio
counting the numbers like counting the times to pass

During recess, I bought foods, two and a half bucks
but then I realized
there's free food because of their New Year is around the corner.
They cooked the porridge.
I took one, sat down and started to taste it.
I didn't smell it
Instead I swallowed it with a weird face
What on earth the porridge had a weird taste?
It's a sliced chicken porridge.
But the taste was not so good.
It's like ..... I don't know how to bring to word
but .... it's weird. after all.

The bell rang,
I took my bag
walked toward the room.
waiting to be served 'games'
I played with two friends, monopoly.
It's childish game and I never put away the childish things tho I had to
But the childhood was never ever been put away all by itself
because it had perpetuated in my memory. Forever.
2 hours playing.
time to go back.
I walked to my mom's stall
to had lunch.
again
I wanted to go back home
tired but well,
i spent time on playing phone's game.
Then,
i had to face the unlucky stupid idiot
whore asshore bitch fucking people I have ever seen.
The person who worked in the restaurant.
She always get annoyed.
Besides, she's a widower
no one wants her anymore.
Just get frustrated with her.

don't talk about her.
dammit.

-the end-

of the current diary

tomorrow no school! and friday no school! 

but I have tuition. 

lame.

I don't wanna be like that anymore

I expected that I'm happy
but the truth is,
I can't.
I pretended to be anything
whole my life
I guess i did
and the consequence is
I've been a social outcast
I want to be regarded as saccharine
but that's only an useless imagination.
IN reality,
I did all those as a sin.

I hide my tragedy behind my marrow bones
which is easily hurt
Enemies everywhere
I found myself can't fight anymore
the more I hide the sadness,
the more painful I am.
Especially my family.
the one who destroys my family relationship
the one who lives in our house like a dickhead
the one who will never get married
the one who always like a stubborn hippo
the one who makes his eyes look downward and nose up into the sky
the one who will never listen to his siblings especially his brother's advises
he's my second uncle.
no he'll not be my uncle anymore
I don't want either.
I want him to get out and stay away from my family

He wants us
when he's getting in trouble about HIS estate
He leaves us behind like a damn shit
when he gets profits from his estate
which we found out he'd been cheated.

The land is supposed to belong to my grandpa
my grandpa is a bullshit stupid that he GAVE 3 out of 4 of the land to someone who shouldn't owned that land.
He gave all the money to his friends rather than his family.
That's why his sons and daughters were not well-educated.
Grandma received 13 children from God.
4 sons and 9 daughters
Only my dad and the eldest uncle
who is death in the age of 20 something
went out of the village where they belonged to the big city
where they gained many useful experiences
and being cheated by their friends about the money
and the land.
My eldest uncle died because of that stupid second uncle
he asked my eldest uncle to come back home as soon as possible
as he's working hard in the big city.
On the way he came back,
he met a nasty accident and crushed down by a big lorry.

I know it's his destiny
But it shouldn't happen.
that's why shit happened.

And now my dad was in a big red head
angry about the bullshit second uncle
about the trouble he had made


Someone wanted to rent the estate
which had been built into a wide restaurant
signed three years contract
and made a deal with a 10 grands [deposit]
He was greedy for the money and agreed quickly.
Each month before 7th
they have to pay the rental
However
they ran the business well
for a few months.
Within a year
they failed to follow the rules and regulations
that they have to pay the rental
for each month
They failed to pay it for 4 months
which can gain more than 10 grands
The dickhead didn't even wanna let us know
and he didn't even wanna lodge the report
Until the problems got bigger
then he told us about it.
I would like to punch him
But I can't

4 months gone,
the problem settled down because of my parents helps.
The stupid him was like he's the one who solve these things.
He hung out and told his dog friends about these
that these problem were solved by his friends but not his brother
He made his brother like his friends

I want to punch him for more

After the problem solved,
my dad forced him to leave my house
to live in his own estate
and never come back.

yesterday
I attended a dinner which is called
Installation dinner
that was organized by other school
because I'm the Interact member
and my friends represented our school attended the dinner.
Dinner was not more than a normal dinner
but like a wedding dinner
some of them dressed more formal than a bride
they put on their makeup and blinked their eyes
with the mascara and thick eyelashes and lipstick or whatever
and their high heels
was boom
the dinner more than a wedding dinner
but there's no brides
it began from 5.30 p.m. and ended up 8.00p.m.
I wore like an auntie
light pink faded-strips, non-collar hang with many false pearls
and also a normal jeans.
When I reached there,
I felt like I didn't belong to there
because I was born in a poor family.
However, I walked in and sat underneath the air-con
which made me freeze after sometime with my friends, Foo.
My other friend, Ng held her birthday party at her house.
And some of us have been hesitated about whether we're going
or not.
So we decided to attend the party after the dinner.
At first,
Foo wanted me to send her home because she had no one get her home.
After we decided to go for the party,
she had to call for another person to get her.
Kinda sorry for her.

After the dinner,
I went to the party.
She was surprised.
She had been invited all of her friends to go for the party.
Sadly,
only a few of them confirmed.
Neither of us.
She was upset.
So, we wondered to give her a surprise with a gift.
tho not all of the students she'd been invited attending her party.

She was wealth and rich
She wore like in the dinner
A few feet taller than me than usual
like the people in the dinner

They're having a fun time together.
But me,
I felt like I didn't belong to there again
Therefore,
I phoned my parents to get me before arriving the party
by 9 o'clock.
They waited me outside the house
Like I was a bad girl
who didn't even notice that her parents' waiting for her outside
At the same time,
my friends were singing the Happy birthday song for her
which then I wasn't enough time to say good-bye to her.
So, i went off.

I thought back
kinda frustrated I didn't get that rich like them
dress like them.

My mom convinced me
but it's won't help
I don't wanna go there anymore
It made feel down.

[Libby's in blue]

well well well

   to
Random wishes
1)Just  well I'm  of those who can be very successful in their lives. Like they can do what they want and get they want.I always wondering what I'll become someday. What I wanna be. What I wanna achieve. What I wanna attain something so hard. Maybe that's the thing I can't get. Maybe my dreams can't come true. All my imaginations are fake and couldn't be the truth and it just some temporary lies.I knew that all these success can be obtain if you work hard. Tho I knew it. But I still ended up with a word: I can't be very quiet girl if you ask me to.haha



I'm not going to talk about what's happening today because it's the suckest day, ever.
so just keep this behavior: ENVIOUS on others.

ha ha . tomorrow I'm here again. Because I don't wanna go to school. no study, just wasting my time at school. Corporation Day, tomorrow. wtf I ain't gonna take part in it. They all selling foods, movies, something like that. And now imma gonna save my money for my future. If I go to school tomorrow, my pocket money will be completely empty. I was hoping to support my friends whom sell foods at the school tomorrow. But I can't come. I better stay home continue doing revision and doing homework. ONLINE HERE! Spend time with my family!!!

[Libby's still deciding what she wanna become in her future. That's still remains a question mark above her head whenever she's thinking about that. She's still hesitating her abilities,personalities,potential.... everything that's making her dizzy ,all the time.She's too ]

not-worthy over-exhausted program, ever.

Program Club 1 Malaysia, 22 June, 16:00p.m. - 24 June 14.00p.m.

Comment: Kinda exhausted but it's praise-worthy. Thanks for the government organizers for having this program. I can't wait for the next time. I'll come for this......

comment above is purely fictitious in my blog.
 ha ha yeah~ " I'm happy ! and tired! i want to come back again!I'll miss here" that's how kids answering those stupid question.
I didn't admit that I hate or particularly dislike this program. I knew that this program is 100% free of charge. And I also knew that they gave us free a hot-and-big-size T-shirt and an easy-damaged bag to us. In that case, I do really appreciate it. Actually, I didn't wanna go and in any case, I hadn't even been invited. But what I did when my friends asked me was I shown my interest in it because I've been more than a year didn't participate in  any program. So, that's why these things happened.
The first night at the d'Village Resort was absolutely cool. The food appetites, dessert, and o.m.g My stomach was like a boom after eating. I thought I couldn't sleep because of too my stomach. But when i went back to the family chalet, after taking shower, damn it's so cold. I turned down the temperature to 270C. o.k, I lied down on the bed and automatically I slept. Without any disturbance in my brain, without any doubt that will usually occur whenever I go to any camp. So I got up the next morning by 5.00 a.m. because we had to gather at the ballroom by 6.30 a.m. I felt my throat was like disaster. I couldn't even talk like usual. My voice was like in anger and it's like unhealthy. Even my roommates felt that way too. [ I slept with two friends, they're my classmates, I didn't need to worry because we're closed enough. I slept on the bed with a Indian friend and another one is Malay, she slept on the floor. I actually didn't know where she slept because she's the one whose the latest fell asleep among us. I could tell that I was the first one easily fell asleep because of tiredness studying and a medium-long distance from my school 'til we reached the resort.First she slept on the sofa then she traded places. She put on her microphone, listened to songs and sang songs on the sofa. I told her to sing in low volume but she didn't hear it. She was afraid of something. She thought someone instead of me was talking to her. that's why she was terrifying. Besides, I told her in a deep and horror voice. I was to tired. Ha ha.] So early in the morning, I and my Indian friend went to the ballroom for a short talk with a Indian uncle. The Malay friend already went for the prayer. The uncle asked some of us to introducing about their religions, including me. I was Buddhist. I knew what's my religion but I didn't know how to explain it out because bout Buddha, they have many stories that I was not certainly sure. So, I was like pretending to be unknown those things and be like a stupid and been ashamed. >.> yeah. 7.00 a.m. we went out the resort to the parking lot to have a morning exercises. After that we had our breakfast and then began our first one-hour lecture. ....... we had listened to three boring lectures and it's totally boring tho we had some group discussing games.it just too boring. Besides, I've played all those games before, in another camp. I was so tired of snoring in the whole day. Again, I slept very well on the bed in the second night.
The third day which was the last day being there, i was so happy instead of feeling sad. Rain started drizzling down and the morning exercises was held in the ballroom. We played the chicken danced and the Malay traditional dance. then We wore the given purple T-shirt and put on the red-colored hat. Our last game was performing on the stage. We'd decided last night that we're going to sing a song while some of us play some casts like side-drama that's related to the theme of the performance within 5 minutes. All those games were given marks. So did these game. I thought we're the worse performance among the other 5 groups.[ 93 participants, separated into 5 groups, our groups contained 18 members.] After that, we had out ending ceremony. Two people whose the important organizers of this program delivered their speeches for about an hour which made us dizzy and tired and hungry. Then the prizes given. our group was the last group to be mentioned. I thought we lost but we're the winner!!! " the best group ever!" so we got three prizes. they gave us equally but actually I only got one. So, that's fine, I didn't expect to get two prizes. we all have it. that's enough for me. So after we ate lunch, we're waiting for our teacher to get us back home. haha that's COOL!
 O.k, just skip that. The only problem I have now is I'm sick. That's why I didn't go to school. Sore throat, flu. damn i hate it. I hope I can fully recovered before the next camp.

[ Libby's awaiting for the second camp in Pendang, Kedah. She's excited and she only have five days rest before the next camp. She have to travel a long distance compared to this camp. She must be very tired and she hoped that the next camp is better than this one.]

Dammit

ok, I'm gonna acknowledge a crime. A crime about "killing" blogger from my list in my brain in these holidays. Just gonna admit it. I'd a part-time job which is cashier same as last year (you'll know if you go through my blog last year) So basically that's very exhausted, obviously, I think I'm dying.I've worked there for twelve days. Thank God the boss gave me another half dollars for each hour. She said I'm good. Kinda happy about it, not all of it. I've spent my holidays on my part-time job. I didn't even have time with my family.Well, my parents also need to run their business. After I went to my tuition in the morning, I rushed to work. Like imma rushed by dog or something.Days working there made me forget my homework. Tho the couple weeks before these holidays were exam-week. My teachers wouldn't let us go easily, they must have been left some "tracks" for us. I logged in my Facebook and found out my classmates updated some status about homework. It's wrong that I still wonder what was the homework. I should have known,somehow. I just neglected it since the exams last. I didn't think I'm going to continue work hard like this anyway. I'm just tired. I'm TIRED OF BEING TIRED LIKE THIS. I thought I'm strong enough to bare all these pain tho. Just forget it. It just a dream. A Déjà_vu. that's all. I don't wanna back to school!!!!!!!! but I wanna talk to my friends...... no I'm NOT gonna stay home and stare at my computer like a damn shit. NO no......
I always wonder the feelings of being loved, that's stupid I know. pretty ugly, disgusting. I know, to say it in word. but feelings like that can't be described in words... just..... okay, admit it, jealous.. just jealous of them, of others can being in couple. "O" is for feminine , "K" is for masculine. So when I see a couple walking pass in front of me, I'll say: " OK" .
is that make me feel better? yeah quite true.
me: should i make a sarcastic comment or not

Just simple

I know I have been a week I don't log in my blog. Why? because I'm busy All the time. In case there's a lot of competitions. look at the list below:
1. Singing competition: 2nd place. ok that's fine because I don't expect to win. btw, I'm not a good singer. JUSt for FUN!
2. Science show: this competition is my suckest game , ever. ok. these was my first time I took part in these kind of competition. It's kinda like a representation by recording in the video and then send to the competition organizer to judge our representation. three groups two members each group took part. Before I get a chance to participate in this, there's only one group qualified to join, but then, teacher changed her mind, she allowed us to take part. So each group had to do at least 3 - 4 experiments. I'd searched it for 'bout a couple weeks. at the end I didn't find my result usable. DAmn. I was running out of time. Science concept. These holy shit made me out of my mind! three experiments must be containing the same science concept/ theory. I don't know. I just found some experiments that's absolutely spectacular. I just told my partner, May Gee. : this stuff must be very cool. let us tell teacher."
Before I get a chance to tell teacher what's my experiments, she told us:" all your experiments must have the same science concept" you know, at this moment, her confirms made me blah out of my brain. i was kinda like taking out my brain and eat it right away. Damn! I'd found it very hard and then you tell me that all must be the same theory?! f**k ok fine. just do it. I'd create my own script for this video, I'd found three experiments about density, we'd prepare many materials and practices. Now what? ok we did record yesterday, afternoon. we're the last group. LAst group. So damn ,i really don't know how to describe our video yesterday but it's suck. from the beginning, cut cut cut cut just kept cutting the video. every sentences I can say, cut until the end of the show. Be our cameraman may cause mental problem. ok that's was fun. what I was worry from yesterday is we might not win because this competition is state level. NoT district level. see?! there's a lot of participants out there who are clever than us, wiser than us..........
about that, i'm going to faint. just can't stop thinking. but now. I just wanna focus on my study.

so I have been a month i think, just stay out of my study.
BEsides, mid-year is around the corner. i think it's on 14th May. and we need to face the exam a couple weeks!!!!! yup. we're going to be mad. insane . good! now I'm crazy. listening Mr.Saxobeat. and Give your heart a break by Demi Lovato.
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

N/A

So this is it. My life. be serious about it.I don't know what to write about here. But I think I have not much time to push away all my reality in a damn shit fool society life.It seems hard to me. Indeed. All these 16 years I've been through. Maybe there's no one could understand my feelings. Some seems to judge me before they even get to know me. I've cried once but not twice.Fine then, I'm not that kind of girl who wanna judge them back with rude words.Because I know, all the time I'm just lie to myself. Once I just lost my self-esteem,confident,my aim and so many things else I couldn't get it in one time.  Ever think back what's really going on in my past.things I've gone through. Just regret. yeah. that's right.
try to run away ? HOW? Keep smiling everyday? pretending? forget about it? yeah i think it may be the ways to run away from it.. You know I don't date anyone since I was born. I have no boyfriend since I was born because I don't wanna have it. He hurts you,annoys you,rebels you ......... some sort like that. I know many of my friends even one who gets the outstanding result also has a BF. DAR~ I'm not that kind of girl~ keep complaining He hurts me, HE betrays me, He blah blah blah.  Guys~  I always answer them. if you just think LOve is hard and you just keep thinking that you're the one for him in the world,he can't run away from you, you can't handle it or whatever. PLEASE do not complain or spill the HOT "drink" on me because I only give advice and listen to your trouble. Not your Dustbin.  But I would advice you 
YOu may not understand what I'm talking about here but nvm. JUst deal with it.
Just think back about me.  When I was a little fat girl, i always told mum: I want to be a this~ . that~ . year by year I could change any ambition I like. And now I felt like I'm a girl who lost her aim and dreams. What to do? I did like to tell all my friends that they're beautiful.
  that's what I always say to them.I don't feel like I'm belong to here. *be calm I'm not going to commit suicide. Because I know if I'm gone someday no one notices me or I know I don't be to noticed. So just be COOL. I tell myself :
    haha. So just keep Laughing . smiling.
BTW I need to work hard to achieve a good result. I get frustrated with my recent result because it's pretty suck. I know. I know everything better than me.i know I know.
Stay Positive!

I always tell myself. Be strong. everything will be fine even though your dreams won't come true. At least you still can enjoy your life without disturbing by others. As LOng As I'm still alive.I don't need to grab attention from you. NO. You may find your treasure map for your future someday but you've to guide yourself to reach it.There's nothing perfect in this world as you know if the one is totally perfect,
So 
and enjoy FOOD!!!!!!!
 

  haha

My drama scripts 2012 by Libby Gervayse

An Extraordinary 'Mother'

Characters:

♥  Lisa -- by Libby

♥  Lisa's Mother -- by Cheong  Woan Shin

♥  Lisa's Father -- by Lenny

♥  Lucy ~ the maid -- by Yong Kah Ying

♥  Sofia ~ the maid -- by Goh Yen Sin

♥  Doctor -- by Sugumaran 

♥  Businessman 1 -- Lim Shing Wei

♥  Businessman 2 -- Ngai Pei Pin

♥  Child 1

♥  Child 2 -- Yeo Lee Ming

♥  The Handicapped man

♥  The old woman with baby -- by Chua May Gee

♥  The sick woman -- by Carls May

♥  Voice 1 -- by Foo Chin Ying

♥  Voice 2 -- by Bakavathy

Scene 1

Lisa is sleeping comfortably in the middle of the night in her room in a big mansion . She hears voices in her sleep.

Voice 1 :   Lisa, you've been leading a very luxurious life since the day you were born in this                                                                                                                      mansion. You laze around in the day time. You do not have to raise a finger to get what you want. At night, you curl up in your comfortable bed and sleep through till the next day.

Voice 2 :   Wake up, Lisa! Wake up , Lisa! Go out into the streets. Go out into the streets to see for yourself what is happening there.

Voice 1 :  You can't spend your whole life in the confines of the tall walls and see the world go by.

Voice 2 : You do not see the world outside.  You choose to live in your comfort zone where there is nothing to worry about.

Voice 1 : Go out of this house,  Lisa. Go out to see the streets. Go out to what is happening outside. There is no meaning living life this way. Lisa! Go out, Lisa ! Go out!!.............

The voice fade away . She awake and surprised.

Lisa :  Haisshhhaa~! ( surprised and look around) Who were those two talking to me?! ( wear glasses and stand up ) [ Go out of this house. Go to the street…..] ( cover my ears)  There is nobody else in this room…..Was I dreaming??...... Why go out of this house to see the streets? What is so interesting in the streets?

Hey Lucy, Lucy.. Wake Up! Lucy , Wake UP!

Lucy :  what's the problem? Why at this hour??

Lisa : I need to go into the streets, but ,…. I don't know the way.. I want you to show me around……

Lucy : What?! You must be crazy! All the shops are closed by now. The Streets are deserted. The people are sleeping.

Lisa : I don't know…. I mean a voice told me to go into the streets. It's sooooo compelling! I have to go out to see for myself.

Lucy :  But, you can go out to see it tomorrow. It's pitch dark outside. You won't be able to see a thing.

Lisa : [go out of this house. Go into the streets….] The voice keeps ringing in my ears . I have to go out now. I must go. Please go out with me… You know I have not ventured outside on my own before. I won’t be able to find my way… Please…………….( pulling Lucy's hand)

Lucy : What about your parents? I've been told to take good care of you. If anything were happen to you, my head. MY HEAD would be chopped off!

Lisa : Aw … come on! Don’t you worry. They are now in another part of the world. If you don't tell anybody, nobody will know it.

Lucy :  But……..

Lisa : ( put my hand on Lucy's shoulder) I'll be very careful. Don't worry..

Lucy : Alright. since you are so eager to go out into the streets. I'll show you the way. Pray hard that nothing bad will happen.

Scene 2

Lisa and Lucy put on sweaters and sneak out of the mansion, heading towards the streets. They walk slowly and carefully in the street. Everything seems so quiet.

Lucy : I told you there's nothing to see here. The whole street is dead. Furthermore it's not safe for two of us to walk at this hour. This place is notorious for robbery and rape. We better go back before something bad happens.

Lisa : NO! there must be a reason why the voice asked me to see the streets. I can't turn back now. I must walk all over the street before I go back!

They continue to roam the streets. Lisa strains her eyes to see what is around her. She sees something moves in front of her and moves towards the object.

Lisa : I see some movement over there! Let's go near it!( point @ the woman)

A woman is huddling her child who is crying softly in her arms. Lisa is shocked.

Lisa : Oh My Goodness! What are you doing here? Your baby is crying! It's so cold out here. You should stay home!

Woman : I've no place to go. This is my home. My baby is hungry and sick.

Lisa : You can't possibly stay here day and night?! You must find a proper place to stay and take care of your baby.

Lucy : Lisa , She's right. This is her home. You should not disturb her. It's a common sight on the street. Let's go home.

Lisa : (shrugs her shoulder ) NO! not until I see all the streets!

They move on. Lisa sees some children under the bridge. She stops and talks to them.

Lisa : OH poor children! ( wake them up ) Why are you not at home with your parents? ( cover my nose and behave smell badly) This place is so dirty and filthy. Only animals live here.

Child 1 : We have no parents. We're on our own. We live here. This is our home.

Child 2 : We used to living in the company of other animals .We've no other choice. This is the only place that gives us a roof over our heads.

Child 1 : We long to have a house, to be hugged and to have a decent meals.

Child 2 : We wish to go under a warm blanket and to have uninterrupted sleep.

Lisa : ( shakes her head ) But.. But you're too young to be on your own. You need adults to take care of you and give you food.

Child 1 : We can take care of ourselves. We've no other people to turn to.

Child 2 : We're happy here. We're the children of the street.

Lisa : I have a comfortable house to live in. I have more than enough food to eat. I can have anything under the sun. But, what about these people? The orphans, the single mother, the dying, and the handicapped ? Where will they go when the sun rises? What about their food?

Lucy : They're a regular feature on the streets. They know how to take care of themselves. Don't worry about them. Can we go home now?

Lisa : ( nods her head ) OK.

They walk back home. Lisa keeps her head down, deep in thought.

Scene 3

In a spacious and luxurious sitting room, a couple is sitting on the settee. Lisa enters and walks straight towards them. It's early in the morning.

Mum : ( stands up ) Lisa, your face is pale. You look sick. Quick ! Quick! Get a doctor to come here immediately to check on her!

Lisa : ( removes mum's hand )  Mum~ there's nothing wrong with me.

Dad : Our precious jewel, you do not look happy . Is there anything that bothers you? Let me know. I'll do everything for you.

Lisa : I…… I wish to leave this house……..

Mum : What?! You want to leave this house?...but why?

Dad : I'm the richest man in this town. You're everything you want. You don't have to work. You have maids to take care of you. You have everything you want. You can go anywhere you want in big cars.

Mum : (Try to console Lisa)  You're our only child. We love you dearly. Why do you want to leave this house? What do you want to do outside?

Dad : Money is never a problem. You can have any amount you want. You do not have to lave this house.

Lisa : ( hesitating…..)  It's not about the money. It's something to do with…… hmm…….

Mum : come on. Tell me your problem. I'll do what I can to help  you, my dear daughter. Don't you like this house?

Lisa : no. I like this house. I love you mummy and daddy.

Mum : then, you should continue to live here. Why bother to leave? You're lucky to be born into this family where you have everything you want.

Dad : your mother is right. There are so many out there who do not have a home, who are hungry, who are sick and who are neglected. They live on the streets.

Lisa : that's exactly why I want to leave this house!!

Mum : you live in this big house. They live on the streets. They do not encroach into your life. What have they done to you that you want to leave this house?

Lisa : ( look @ the judgers )  Last night, a voice asked me to venture into the streets. I did as I was told. That was my first trip on the streets. I saw with my own eyes human suffering in the darkness . It was a real eye-opener for me to see the reality of life, the harshness of human race , the uncaring attitude of the society … ( at a long pause )  I have to help them to release their suffering!

Mum : I understand your feelings. But as a young woman, what can you do to help them? There are thousand and thousand of them out there. Forget about them. It's impossible for you to help them.

Lisa : I've already set my mind to help them. I want to make the first move so that others will follow.

Dad : you are only a small girl. This is not your problem. Let government handle it.

Lisa : there thousand of them on the streets. That shows nobody has been doing anything to help them. Let alone the government. We can't prolong their suffering.

Dad : you need a very big amount of money to help them. Do you have the money and what about a place to put all these people?

Lisa : I'll start with whatever means I have

Dad : you can't possibly do this all alone. It's going to be a mammoth task . You're going to inherit all my property which is worth a few million dollars. You can enjoy life.

Lisa : I'm not after your money. You can do whatever you want with your money. Let me fulfill what I wish to do.

Lucy : I volunteer my services. I'll help in whatever way I can. It's too shameful for us not to help the people on the streets.

Sofia : count me in. I'll help in whatever small way I can to help these people. Lisa is right. Somebody has to start something somewhere.

( Lisa , Lucy and Sofia start to leave …. Move slowly )

Mum : Lisa , you can't leave this family. You're our only child.

Dad : Lisa! If that is what you wish for, I'll not stop you in anyway. You can leave this house at this moment and NEVER RETURN ! I'll not help you!

Mum : Lisa , think over it , think over it, don't get emotional. This is the safest place in this town.

Lisa : ( feel sad and sorry , shakes head ) I'm sorry mummy and daddy. But, I have to go into the streets. I'll not take anything from this house and I'll not trouble you.

Dad : stupid daughter! You can step out of this house now and never return!

Lisa : Lucy and Sofia, we must start work right from this moment. Let's go into the streets now.

Mum : Lisa, don't leave this house, don't leave me…...

Scene 4

They convert and old building into temporary home with the help of some kind people. They begin their mission to put the street people in the home to lighten their suffering . Lisa is sweeping the floor and cleaning the building.

Lucy : I found this baby near the rubbish dump. A few dogs surrounded her ready to bump on her. I quickly snatched her from the hungry dogs. Perhaps we can keep her in this home.

Lisa : ( takes the baby from Lucy ) Oh poor little girl! Whatever has happened ? She's innocent. Why threw her away like rubbish?

Lucy : there are too many poor mothers here. Raising a baby is a big burden. So they sacrifice the baby so that other can survive.

Lisa : Go, make her some milk. This will be her new home.

Sofia : they were sleeping under the bridge. I managed to persuaded them to leave the dirty place .

Child 1 : why bring us here ? It's time for us to roam the streets to ask for money and look for food.

Child 2 : we can't leave our hideout for long. Other boys would take over the place. It's not easy to find a hideout here.

Lisa : forget about the hideout ! This is your new home. You can live as long as you like .we'll take care of everything.( nod head)

Child 1 : this is our home? No kidding!

Child 2 : we've never lived in a house all our life. It's like a dream.

Sofia : this is not a dream. Without and education, you'll remain what you are forever.

Child 1&2 : now we can join the other kids to go to school.

Lucy : she was lying on the five-foot-way. She's too weak to get up.

Sick woman : I … too … sick. I … belong … to … the … street. Let … me …. Die… there …

Lisa : the streets is not the place to die. If you want to die. Die here. We'll take care of you and give you a proper burial.

( Lisa gives a drink to he sick woman)

Sick woman : nobody….bothers….about….me ….out…there….nobody…has…touched ….me…so……tenderly…before..

Lucy : lie down here. We'll get a doctor to treat you.

Sofia : he was asking for money on the street. The meddling crowd simply brushed him aside and he fell a few times.

Handicapped man : I need money to buy food. I've no home to go to. I've to brave myself .there's not other way out.

Lisa : From today onwards, you do not have to beg for money. Stay here and we'll take care of everything.

Handicapped man : how kind of you to offer me a roof over my head and to take care of me. I'll be glad to accept your offer. But … I might be a burden.

Lisa : you're not a burden. It's my duty to take care of you.

Sofia : we'll get you a wheelchair so that you can move about easily.

A doctor enters and goes straight to Lisa.

Dr : I'm Dr. Ramesh . I heard of your noble mission. You come from a well-to-do family. You sacrifice all the luxurious and riches to help the people on the streets. I come here to see for myself what I can do to help.

Lisa : ( slightly claps her hands) I'm glad you came here. We need a doctor urgently to treat these people. But, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay you for your services.

Dr : It's my moral obligation to offer my help for free. You've done so much for them. I should compliment your effort to see a less suffering society. I'll come here a few times a day to treat them. I'll also rope in more doctors and nurses to help you in your cause.

The Doctor proceeds to treat the sick people

Two businessmen walk in with a few boxes of groceries.

Businessman 1 : I'm a businessman in this part of the town. I know the town like the back of my palm. These people have occupied the streets for as long as I can remember. In fact, the number keeps increasing. Nobody has done anything to help them, not even the government! They suffer in silence. I noticed some of them have disappeared from the streets. Later, I came to know your mission.

Lisa : it's my small way of helping mankind. It our civilized society, nobody should lead a life on the streets. We welcome help in whatever form to ease their pain.

Businessman 2 : you're doing a big service to the city. I'll rally my fellow businessmen to chip into help you. Tell me what I can do . Together we'll make a big impact.

Lisa : I'm so happy I'm not alone in this noble cause. YES! Together we can do more . There is hope for the people on the streets.

The children go near to Lisa

Child 1 : we've never lived in a house. We've never tasted suck delicious food .

Child 2 : We've never worn clean clothes . We've never been showered with love,

Child 1 : since our mother passed away, we have been on the streets.

Child 2 : you enabled us to feel mother's love. We shall call you, ' MOTHER LISA'

The handicapped man and the old woman join in.

Man : Mother Lisa, you picked me up from the street where I endured so much pain and suffering. You're my savior. I'm indebted to you.

Woman : you do not ignore the dying. In my last moments, you made me as happy as possible. The best of all, I'm ensured of a proper burial .

All : Mother Lisa! Mother Lisa! We love you!

Lisa : ( Moved to tears )  I'm merely spreading the seed of love. Everybody is entitled to love in one way or another. I'm so happy that my effort has finally borne fruit, fruit of love. There will be more homes for the people of the streets. I want to see the streets free of suffering people.

Lisa's parents walk into the house.

Lisa : Mum? Dad ? What are you doing here?

Dad : Lisa, you'll not be alone in your effort to help these people. I'm so selfish to stop you from helping these people. Your effort has been noted in the newspaper and the television. You make me proud. I'm so ashamed of myself.

Mum : My daughter, I missed you so much. We looked everywhere for you until we read in the papers. I'll stay in this house to help you to take care of these people.

Lisa : Am I dreaming again? I miss you and I love you so much , mummy and daddy. I'm so sorry I walked out of the house.

Dad :  I can see the changes in you. You're no longer the helpless girl you used to be. You've made a good decision. Now I'm with you. I'll fulfill your wish to expand the home to take in as many suffering people as possible.

Lisa : Money cannot make a person happy. The real happiness is to see smiles on the faces of the people you help.

Dad : Yes, that's exactly what I'm going to do

Lisa : I love you mummy and daddy. My sacrifice has changed the lives of the people on the streets and the people around me, my family…………....

The End