Prepare for the IU night

So
this is it!
gonna prepare for the IU night by now
tho I still don't know when will it happen
I suggest the theme: France
it might sound crazy for them
because we've never did it before
even I felt that way too
but I think that would great.
especially for the games
which is not from the France
but it's officially played by many people
As a result
I referred to the show
a Minute to win it
it's gonna be very exciting for them to play these games
I still don't know whether this theme will be assumed
but i gonna give it a try
the whole main thing , decision
will be made
by the hand of our president
time
again
must be wasted on it.

so France
History of France
French culture,customs and etiquette
France country profile , and this 
France Introduction 
French cuisine
French events and popular events
lots and lots of legends,traditional children games, festivities,language

here comes the game
{there's game lists in the website, search for more}

suggestion NO.2  Spain
about Spain
country profile
Spain top festivals
Traditional Dance  and this
culture of Spain
traditional games
traditional cuisine

not-worthy over-exhausted program, ever.

Program Club 1 Malaysia, 22 June, 16:00p.m. - 24 June 14.00p.m.

Comment: Kinda exhausted but it's praise-worthy. Thanks for the government organizers for having this program. I can't wait for the next time. I'll come for this......

comment above is purely fictitious in my blog.
 ha ha yeah~ " I'm happy ! and tired! i want to come back again!I'll miss here" that's how kids answering those stupid question.
I didn't admit that I hate or particularly dislike this program. I knew that this program is 100% free of charge. And I also knew that they gave us free a hot-and-big-size T-shirt and an easy-damaged bag to us. In that case, I do really appreciate it. Actually, I didn't wanna go and in any case, I hadn't even been invited. But what I did when my friends asked me was I shown my interest in it because I've been more than a year didn't participate in  any program. So, that's why these things happened.
The first night at the d'Village Resort was absolutely cool. The food appetites, dessert, and o.m.g My stomach was like a boom after eating. I thought I couldn't sleep because of too my stomach. But when i went back to the family chalet, after taking shower, damn it's so cold. I turned down the temperature to 270C. o.k, I lied down on the bed and automatically I slept. Without any disturbance in my brain, without any doubt that will usually occur whenever I go to any camp. So I got up the next morning by 5.00 a.m. because we had to gather at the ballroom by 6.30 a.m. I felt my throat was like disaster. I couldn't even talk like usual. My voice was like in anger and it's like unhealthy. Even my roommates felt that way too. [ I slept with two friends, they're my classmates, I didn't need to worry because we're closed enough. I slept on the bed with a Indian friend and another one is Malay, she slept on the floor. I actually didn't know where she slept because she's the one whose the latest fell asleep among us. I could tell that I was the first one easily fell asleep because of tiredness studying and a medium-long distance from my school 'til we reached the resort.First she slept on the sofa then she traded places. She put on her microphone, listened to songs and sang songs on the sofa. I told her to sing in low volume but she didn't hear it. She was afraid of something. She thought someone instead of me was talking to her. that's why she was terrifying. Besides, I told her in a deep and horror voice. I was to tired. Ha ha.] So early in the morning, I and my Indian friend went to the ballroom for a short talk with a Indian uncle. The Malay friend already went for the prayer. The uncle asked some of us to introducing about their religions, including me. I was Buddhist. I knew what's my religion but I didn't know how to explain it out because bout Buddha, they have many stories that I was not certainly sure. So, I was like pretending to be unknown those things and be like a stupid and been ashamed. >.> yeah. 7.00 a.m. we went out the resort to the parking lot to have a morning exercises. After that we had our breakfast and then began our first one-hour lecture. ....... we had listened to three boring lectures and it's totally boring tho we had some group discussing games.it just too boring. Besides, I've played all those games before, in another camp. I was so tired of snoring in the whole day. Again, I slept very well on the bed in the second night.
The third day which was the last day being there, i was so happy instead of feeling sad. Rain started drizzling down and the morning exercises was held in the ballroom. We played the chicken danced and the Malay traditional dance. then We wore the given purple T-shirt and put on the red-colored hat. Our last game was performing on the stage. We'd decided last night that we're going to sing a song while some of us play some casts like side-drama that's related to the theme of the performance within 5 minutes. All those games were given marks. So did these game. I thought we're the worse performance among the other 5 groups.[ 93 participants, separated into 5 groups, our groups contained 18 members.] After that, we had out ending ceremony. Two people whose the important organizers of this program delivered their speeches for about an hour which made us dizzy and tired and hungry. Then the prizes given. our group was the last group to be mentioned. I thought we lost but we're the winner!!! " the best group ever!" so we got three prizes. they gave us equally but actually I only got one. So, that's fine, I didn't expect to get two prizes. we all have it. that's enough for me. So after we ate lunch, we're waiting for our teacher to get us back home. haha that's COOL!
 O.k, just skip that. The only problem I have now is I'm sick. That's why I didn't go to school. Sore throat, flu. damn i hate it. I hope I can fully recovered before the next camp.

[ Libby's awaiting for the second camp in Pendang, Kedah. She's excited and she only have five days rest before the next camp. She have to travel a long distance compared to this camp. She must be very tired and she hoped that the next camp is better than this one.]

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So this is it. My life. be serious about it.I don't know what to write about here. But I think I have not much time to push away all my reality in a damn shit fool society life.It seems hard to me. Indeed. All these 16 years I've been through. Maybe there's no one could understand my feelings. Some seems to judge me before they even get to know me. I've cried once but not twice.Fine then, I'm not that kind of girl who wanna judge them back with rude words.Because I know, all the time I'm just lie to myself. Once I just lost my self-esteem,confident,my aim and so many things else I couldn't get it in one time.  Ever think back what's really going on in my past.things I've gone through. Just regret. yeah. that's right.
try to run away ? HOW? Keep smiling everyday? pretending? forget about it? yeah i think it may be the ways to run away from it.. You know I don't date anyone since I was born. I have no boyfriend since I was born because I don't wanna have it. He hurts you,annoys you,rebels you ......... some sort like that. I know many of my friends even one who gets the outstanding result also has a BF. DAR~ I'm not that kind of girl~ keep complaining He hurts me, HE betrays me, He blah blah blah.  Guys~  I always answer them. if you just think LOve is hard and you just keep thinking that you're the one for him in the world,he can't run away from you, you can't handle it or whatever. PLEASE do not complain or spill the HOT "drink" on me because I only give advice and listen to your trouble. Not your Dustbin.  But I would advice you 
YOu may not understand what I'm talking about here but nvm. JUst deal with it.
Just think back about me.  When I was a little fat girl, i always told mum: I want to be a this~ . that~ . year by year I could change any ambition I like. And now I felt like I'm a girl who lost her aim and dreams. What to do? I did like to tell all my friends that they're beautiful.
  that's what I always say to them.I don't feel like I'm belong to here. *be calm I'm not going to commit suicide. Because I know if I'm gone someday no one notices me or I know I don't be to noticed. So just be COOL. I tell myself :
    haha. So just keep Laughing . smiling.
BTW I need to work hard to achieve a good result. I get frustrated with my recent result because it's pretty suck. I know. I know everything better than me.i know I know.
Stay Positive!

I always tell myself. Be strong. everything will be fine even though your dreams won't come true. At least you still can enjoy your life without disturbing by others. As LOng As I'm still alive.I don't need to grab attention from you. NO. You may find your treasure map for your future someday but you've to guide yourself to reach it.There's nothing perfect in this world as you know if the one is totally perfect,
So 
and enjoy FOOD!!!!!!!
 

  haha