competitions' week

Tomorrow ! this is it! ! tomorrow I've to perform drama! it's a competition which is my first time! omg how am I going to be nervous about it!? I just want to win no matter. All my efforts I don't either may or may not work out.It just... so hard. Imagine it. every week , every day we have to practice all over again and again.There's a school(TBSS) which I think we have to bet them and I know we can't, they're totally good in it. their efforts are really worth it. I don't know how to express it out. But every time my school's drama team practice, I can't feel their confidence inside them.Even tho They knew that TBSS is going to be a winner no matter what. But at least try hard this time.It's pretty hard to predict the situations tomorrow and how DAmn we are going to be. Today, the whole day we've practice. I just wanna make this drama to be perfect with everything. like with settings,background music which I rally used up my time to find it,action,voices. All these things I wanna make it perfect and wonderful.But just an obstacle makes me can't do it.There's a character: Child 1, he is a cute boy which is younger than me , of course . But tho he's cute, his voice so damn slow and dark. He always in serious manner.I don't know why. some scenes that he supposes to be sad, sorrow. He just like a wooden block. some scenes that he supposes to be happy and excited. He just like a wooden block. I know teacher tries to encourage them with :" OH you're good!" or blah blah blah. But I felt it's not enough.My spirits almost done at that time. But i think back, maybe I should relax myself and be positive about them.The problem is the voice and how am I going to be nervous if I see those outstanding students coming to our school perform and take away the trophies and certificates.And I'm going to be a loser go up to the stage, feel ashamed about it and quickly take away the useless-loser's certificate?!
God , pray hard there's nothing bad would happen tomorrow. I just want to win. This is my first time join Drama and it's my first time to be the main character of the drama.I want to show out my talents but not this kind of way.
Tuesday- Drama competition
Wednesday-Singing competition
Thursday-Choral Speaking competition
A couple weeks later- choir competition and Chinese Recitation
A month later- Mid-year Exam
A couples months later-English Online Grammar competition.

that's how busy I am.
Hope there's nothing unexpected situations happen
God Help me please. Bless :)

Came back from my hometown

ok. i'd admit that I miss my hometown so much. i can't even explain the feelings when I wanna go back to JB all the time. it's like .....hai~   that's how I wanna talk about to those who can't get what I am trying to say. it's was like. so happy. nervous to meet all my fellow friends,cousins,city, shopping center,food, and so on than I ever though about.
so Day 1 : means on last Friday, we've been waiting stupidly on the train station for about an hour! I hate being late.to me, being late is unacceptable. The situation getting worse. The stormy waves, thunder,tornado,cyclone,hurricane had came over . All the passengers' face was like BOOM! in the air. It's been more than a hour waiting there. So, I ask :"mum, where the heck is the train? " my mum was like :  :" be calm. it'll come sooner and later.(pause a little while....).........WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON TO THE TRAIN!? "  . the announcer kept saying there's another 5 minutes left the train will be arrived. I looked at him like:    what the hell! we've all waiting for more than A hour!@$%#%*%^%(*&^)(*&)(*_^*&*(%^$@#$@!#$@ ( that's how some people voice out their 'pain')  while I just kept walking, nagging    until it came.
At the moment I was looking for the train code that we gonna sit in.....
the speed of the train was too fast.... then I was standing there and  until I caught my view and RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to catch it.
  in the train......... blah blah blah.....arrived at KUlai At NIGHT!
so just skip----------------> to Day 3 because Day 2 I just stay at my aunt home.
My Cousin brought us to Johor Premium Outlet which is a spectacular and beautiful place that I've ever wonder to visit.

Padini outlet store. I love it but unfortunately I can't afford it at that time because I didn't bring enough money :/

my mum was standing aside, i just quickly catch the photo , haha Vincci 

my mum and my little naughty cousin

 

 michael KORS!

  

 

all the way I just kept taking photos LOL

way back to Day 4-----> went to City Square where I visit a lot since I was born. It's pretty hot inside because the center of CS was in decoration . Kinda like labyrinth inside. many ways through it. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT.Anyway ,

 

eating the most delicious Nyonya Kuih with my mum. btw I bought a new bag worth $50 ringgit. haha.. 

 later , went into the INNER CITY of City square.then walk into a cute shop.

    

that night, my cousin brought us to have an awesome dinner. KOREAN FOOD in Korea Restaurant( Dong Seoul)

 

 

The next two days , I just stay home played with my cousins . Laughing and singing. Mum went out with my aunt ran business( selling kuih muih ...)

so It's been a hard time to leave JB. my favorite hometown.

After came back home last night, tired and fed up of playing Lolz. 

going to study hard .............. T.T 

many things I haven't study yet. competition, scripts that I need to memorize.....back to my daily activity sooner and later. 

KEEP IT UP, LIBBY!

hmm.... i know i'm busy lately

it's another day I have to be busy all the time. Last night, my English teacher asked me to participate in English Grammar District competition. So, i took the challenge the only three of us, a 17-year-old sister , me 16 years old and a 15-year-old boy. It's a sudden surprise for me after teacher told me about it. It's a online game which has 1600 question to be answered. whose the fastest and collect all the points will be the winner.Not just three of us, there has another schools also take part in it. First place is a grand, certificate and trophy. Second place is $750, certificate and trophy. Last which mean third place is $500 , certificate and also trophy. OK. that's pretty hard and it's my first time compete THROUGH ONLINE. so gonna face it.

NOw. today. right after I came out from school, dad told me that we gonna depart to Kulai,JB this afternoon at 4. So i just :    and I looked at him. How the heck I have time to package all the stuff I wanna bring !? it's a problem though. I was decided we go to JB on Sunday. but sadly my mom went to the train station and the ticket-seller said either today or next Tuesday. I don't be late to be there.But i don't wanna to earlier be there. B'COZ i haven't got enough sleep last night! At school i was wondering that right after I came back from school, i'll rest at home, play my pC and sleep.
fine just deal with it. God played me. i SURRENDER . God, deal .


well.while i'm typing here,my mom's managing all the stuff we gonna bring later on. so When I get into train . i'll be like:
  so haha. gonna pack all the things before we go.
  in the train

Btw.I'm gonna be back soon. i think not very soon.... haha. it's holiday. I can't leave my PC though. but i'll be back.

:)

buzzz .....buzzzz.....busy bee.....buzzz..

Oh My Heck. I'm so busy all these days! all these months! drama competition, choral speaking competition, choir competition..... examinations,holidays......... OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   > arh~ busy indeed<  but i need to take part in every competitions that will be held through out this year! if not, i've no more chance to participate right after next year because I've gotta big examination to be faced .  IN MY WHOLE LIFE!  so I've to hold on this chances.
oh i think i haven't answer the question I'd post last time. I've been chosen to study in 4 Science ,unfortunately.indeed. so it was kinda depressed,impressed,splendid,and......idk it's really busy life. everyday I've gone through makes me feel like 24 hours a day is not enough. sleep 8 hours/day , study 8 hours/day , three hours practices / day , two hours tuition / week. all above / month! i need to study more! i need to have more tuition! i need to practice every three competitions / week!
i don't know how to go through it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Family matters...... besides, I'm the monitor of the class! i need to take care of everything of 'em. organize every job for 'em. non-stop working . first i thought it's kinda good for me to diet. but i get fatter instead! oh dear..............
Choral speaking. obviously it's one of my favorite competition since i was 13. three years I've been taken part in . this is the last year I take part in it . next year I won't anymore. T.T yeah... it's pretty sad. but i hope rules and regulations will change next year..........
my teacher said I've a 'acting' voice. i thought I was going to be a conductor of this choral speaking group because my friend who had been a conductor last year said she wanna join in and have fun with this year's ''kids'' and the interesting scripts. So i let her be it. But my teacher was kinda disagree with it .. So she decided to push me into the group and pull her out to be the conductor of the group. Honestly,I don't have any experience about conducting people. So i'm ok with anything as long as they feel it's ok.

about drama, it's my first time. so I was kinda nervous. IT'S BEEN VERY CLEAR i WAS VERY NERvous.  i thought I was only going to be the side character. but my TEacher again asked me to be the main character.LISA. [ oh bitch the one who create the script , my name is Libby] the story was VERY,ABSOLUTELY,DEFINITELY. bORING.
choir. I love to sing. so indeed I'm joining in......

so i think that's all for this latest update. I've gotta do homeworkS  XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

♔my dreams▲just hope☆

i hope

all of my dreams come true

achieve my goal

get a good result

enable me to study oversea

bring along with my family

live in Canada,UK,LA

living in vogue yet luxury house

live in peace

travel all around the world

i hope

all of my dreams come true

be a fashion designer

design my own fashion 

or just be a interior designer

design my own interior collection

or just be a singer

sing out my expression

or just be a photographer

bring out my inspiration

i hope

all of my dreams come true

go to NY's shopping center

buy all beauty collection

makeup,mascara,eye liner, blah blah blah

buy all outfits from famous brands

Chanel,Gucci,Tiffany&Co.,Louis Vuitton,Acne,....

i hope 

all of my dreams come true

be a millionaire

buy everything for my parents

buy everything necessary for those needy kids

buy everything necessary for those old fork

i hope 

all of my dreams come true

find a guy 

who truly knows me

who truly understands me

who won't betray me

who won't hurt my heart

who won't let go a bullet through my heart

who won't let me alone

who won't let me live alone

who won't let me die alone

who will sacrifices for each other

who will by my side when I need him

who will by my side when I'm down

who will gives me happiness

who will pull back all my sadness

who is not selfish

who is selfless

who is royalty

who is love me truly deeply

if for real

I'll do the same thing back to him

i hope

marry with a guy from another country

share experiences with each other

share culture with each other

share sadness with each other

share happiness with each other

share dreams with each other 

share love with each other 

i hope

my kids are twin

my kids are mix-blood

my kids born in luxury family

because i want 'em to know

how pretty they are

how blessed they are

how beautiful they are

how gorgeous they are

how wonderful they are

how lucky they are

and I want 'em to know

there's still many kids like 'em but unfortunate 

there's still many people want life like us 

So i want 'em to appreciate what they got

i want 'em to appreciate the people around 'em

i hope

everything I've planned 

work out perfectly

i know God won't make it happen according to my plans

i know all of my dreams won't come true

but at least 

i hope 

God can make some of my dreams come true.

Booh!

Until today, there's no one knows my top and biggest secret!

My random art work

        

 
scroll down a little bit and you'll see there's two pics look similar with both of them .

what do you think about yourself? ◕‿◕

*click any of below that's similar like you. *

Do you found yourself cute sometimes?
yes.      no.

Are you interested in fashion?
yes       no.

Are you usually think you're beautiful just the way you are?
yes       no.

Will you take any revenge because of your frustration?
yes.      no

like to laugh?
yes       no

Final Conclusion:

if you found out you've answered "no" more then "yes"
click this and final conclusion: you don't appreciate anything you take.

if you found out you've answered "yes" more than "no"
click this  and final conclusion: you're beautiful and always. 


if you found out you've answered both equally
just click this anyway and final conclusion: you don't know much

if you think this is a trap
: you're smart ◕‿◕

thanks for trying!

No more Holly Shit

Just no more holly shit. I think all these day I'll switch on my PC and log in to Tumblr, then Facebook, then you, blogger. Basically , for em , they're so happy about TWO-MONTHS-SCHOOL-HOLIDAYS. it's doesn't need to be happy about it."Where the hell have you been all these 60++ days? " answered:"JUST STAY HOME, FACEBOOK,TUMBLRIN',PLAYIN' GAMES, THEN GO TO WORK. that's the "indoor and outdoor activity " for me.  to those who are rich and wisdom or diligent or whatever, they just keep attend tuition and prepare for next year lessons. they're so eager to learn about that. I'm SO JEALOUS O.O . just gonna sleep. I'm just back from work. I'LL CONTINUE TOMORROW :) WAIT FOR THE LATEST POST :P

Holly shit!

it's kinda been a couple months I didn't even read any books albeit all these days are school holidays. i was like a person who never read or study before. OMG what I'm going to do???? My mom always mentioned that English is needed to be learnt better intended to achieve my dream and for my future.And all these days I didn't even read any English books which i need to learn more vocabularies and grammars. I don't know why i have a kind of feeling when I see all those classmates are so determined,diligent,serious in studying English after the examination. It's such a dilemma and pathetic to me that I don't act like them.I went back to school last week,some of them were learning and reading English articles for next year. And I was like O.o wWWttttttTTTTFFFFFFfffff are they doing ???!!!! But what i do after the exam is REBLOGGING IN MY TUMBLR BLOG.  :L yeah that's what i do. HOLLY SHIT they made me jealous. ESPECIALLY the one who always show English at school.(i don't wanna mention HER name) she was kinda improving her English lately. so so so so. I need to ENHANCE MY ENGLISH LEVEL TOO@!@%#*%^^((&(()&(*^%^&$%$%^##$%#%*$&^()%$

sO, MY FINAL DECISION IS buy DICTIONARY WHICH IS quite expensive (RM 60+) and highly contained many words that i don't know and probably couldn't find out in my current small "un-useless" English dictionary although it'd with me for four years(many holly shits words I couldn't find out and make me dive in the hell),and and ENGLISH IDIOMS BOOKS which contained many idioms I needed to be used in my exams next two years and in social life.I wish that kind of book exist in the POPULAR book store, O.o . NEXT, BAHASA MELAYU IDIOMS BOOKS it's a main language I need to be scored high marks,so i can get my secondary-school's certificate  ( this certificate is wow to me I have to get,if don't I'm useless and I can't further my study ,especially my dream.) THEn, HISTORY this subject has been confirmed by the government that students ought to pass this subject so that they can get the secondary-school's certificate.SEEE! MY HOLLY SHIT this is my SUCK subject EVER! But i hope i can pass it and hopefully can get better result too. so NEXT is what I didn't expect to be learnt about, PHYSICS, CHEMICALS,BIOLOGY all these three subjects are only in one class ( science class )i don't know whether i'll be in science class( those who very intelligent students will step in this class.AND DEFINITELY NOT ME but I was interest in those kind of subjects .SO i guess i don't have any chance to be in this class >.> ) PA class ( for Malay pronounced, PerAkaunan for English means, accounting. I love maths too {but i don't get high marks} .So i was kinda confused in making up my mind. this class doesn't contain physics ,chemical,and biology. it only contained basics science.) the last two dummies class ( Tk and MPV ) TK is Technical and MPV is Planting. so i wish i can fulfill my decision. Next I need to buy is Mathematics and Additional Mathematics . ( science and PA class ) and Pendidikan Moral which is moral education. and finally ARTS! LK so so so . all of my decision about science or pa class is depends on my exam result.

Buy these stuff need money. now I gotta job.A job with RM 2.50/ hour it's very low price actually but there's no more such job require me because that boss was told me that i can work there about two years ago. O.O i know it's a wow that it should be worker interview a job but NOT the boss need to be interviewed by finding workers and booked couple years ago. so it depends on how many hours I work there and it's my pleasure what i arrive there and work. About work. i wish i don't wanna talk about it because if i write it down here,i'll complain many things. wanna memorize many price tags and blah blah blah blah blah !
so end here now!

the days after PMR O.O

My currently facing challenge already finished and it's kinda nervous while waiting the result.Actually it's ended up four weeks ago ,means about a month. I didn't update any latest things that I recently do because I was kinda lazy. After finishing that exam,straight away I switched on my PC and REBLOGGING and view my favorite Tumblog (Tumblr) when I was about to open my blogspot, I saw another amazing posts ,so , in another hand,blogspot was being out case by me >.>
OK,now talk about the challenge I'd finished facing. It's sort of easy but hard XD It's not easy to describe how easy it was and how hard it was.I was not very guaranteed that I can get good result. For the first day in the school hall where the exams having, I'd done what teachers told us to do.Take a deep breath and calm my mind down before entering the hall,then use right leg to step in the hall ( i don't even know why we had to do that?! what kinda law is that? ) and don't panic. As UNusual,the table I supposed to use was lower than I thought and the chair,sucker than my own chair O.O Firstly,I felt insecure.I found out my chair was broken after THREE days I sat on that suck chair and faced my exam.The first words that i spoke out was :" OH MY F**K GOD. WHAT THE HECK IS THIS CHAIR? WHAT'S THE WRONG WITH THER........" then no more sound from me. JUst let it be. Only five days I have to sit on the suck chair.I felt guilty when i sat on that chair. So anyway, i didn't feel any nervous before entering the hall or even facing the exam.Before the day facing the exam,teachers told us to pray just before opening the exam papers.And so I do that in every exam papers.    
once the last exam finished, OMG party rock! P.A.R.T.Y time had come! they yelled they screamed they're happy and so do i! but I didn't go party with them. Because they didn't even have a party after exam O.O but they stay home and ONLINE facebook Oh God!? WTF!? AND ME TOO! LOLX .
>BACK TO THE TOP OF THE STORY<
So,Counselor and also called my teacher,she had planned all the activities that will be held in the rest of the weeks, about five weeks until holidays.
Honestly I didn't even attend the activities for a week. why? Because I went back to my hometown to attend my cousin's wedding! FOR A WEEK!
BTW, after I got down form the train,I cut my long right away! because it's hot OMG . so let's not talk about that. So, after buying clothes and this and that for two wedding days,my cousin bring me and my mom to Pulai Spring Resort . and dadada

to be continued . busy bro >.<

What I always do in Internet or PC is customize everything perfectly

My mom ask me :"what are you doing every time you switch on your PC?''
this is my answer:'' that's secret....."
haha but to you(visitor) it's not a secret anymore.
You must have a question in your mind whenever you view my blog : why this girl has a lot of blog and website?! what the hell she's doing with a lot of website?does she manages all of them perfectly? to me I won't have it.......
this is it. let me start the story from here.....
 I had my own PC that my dad bought to me when I was 14 years old.I set some pics for my background over and over again.Those pics that originally in my brand new PC with a latest Window 7 were terrible and not my interest. So, I downloaded and save images through Internet,mostly from Google image.It'd taken a few weeks to me download all the pics I like. For instance,love,music,cute,animated..... 'till my Window Explorer was full of downloaded pics.It was kinda hard to choose the background and set it.After that, the first account registered by my friends' help was FACEBOOK.When I knew all the function of FAcebook