Showing posts with label school program. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school program. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

well well well

Blinkys  Blinkys toBlinkys
RandomBlinkys wishes
1)Just Blinkys well I'm Blinkys of those who can be very successful in their lives. Like they can do what they want and get they want.I always wondering what I'll become someday. What I wanna be. What I wanna achieve. What I wanna attain something so hard. Maybe that's the thing I can't get. Maybe my dreams can't come true. All my imaginations are fake and couldn't be the truth and it just some temporary lies.I knew that all these success can be obtain if you work hard. Tho I knew it. But I still ended up with a word:Blinkys I can't be very quiet girl if you ask me to.haha



I'm not going to talk about what's happening today because it's the suckest day, ever.
so just keep this behavior: ENVIOUS on others.

ha ha . tomorrow I'm here again. Because I don't wanna go to school. no study, just wasting my time at school. Corporation Day, tomorrow. wtf I ain't gonna take part in it. They all selling foods, movies, something like that. And now imma gonna save my money for my future. If I go to school tomorrow, my pocket money will be completely empty. I was hoping to support my friends whom sell foods at the school tomorrow. But I can't come. I better stay home continue doing revision and doing homework. ONLINE HERE! Spend time with my family!!!

[Libby's still deciding what she wanna become in her future. That's still remains a question mark above her head whenever she's thinking about that. She's still hesitating her abilities,personalities,potential.... everything that's making her dizzy ,all the time.She's too Blinkys]

Sunday, June 24, 2012

not-worthy over-exhausted program, ever.

Program Club 1 Malaysia, 22 June, 16:00p.m. - 24 June 14.00p.m.
Comment: Kinda exhausted but it's praise-worthy. Thanks for the government organizers for having this program. I can't wait for the next time. I'll come for this......
comment above is purely fictitious in my blog.
 ha ha yeah~ " I'm happy ! and tired! i want to come back again!I'll miss here" that's how kids answering those stupid question.
I didn't admit that I hate or particularly dislike this program. I knew that this program is 100% free of charge. And I also knew that they gave us free a hot-and-big-size T-shirt and an easy-damaged bag to us. In that case, I do really appreciate it. Actually, I didn't wanna go and in any case, I hadn't even been invited. But what I did when my friends asked me was I shown my interest in it because I've been more than a year didn't participate in  any program. So, that's why these things happened.
The first night at the d'Village Resort was absolutely cool. The food appetites, dessert, and o.m.g My stomach was like a boom after eating. I thought I couldn't sleep because of too my stomach. But when i went back to the family chalet, after taking shower, damn it's so cold. I turned down the temperature to 270C. o.k, I lied down on the bed and automatically I slept. Without any disturbance in my brain, without any doubt that will usually occur whenever I go to any camp. So I got up the next morning by 5.00 a.m. because we had to gather at the ballroom by 6.30 a.m. I felt my throat was like disaster. I couldn't even talk like usual. My voice was like in anger and it's like unhealthy. Even my roommates felt that way too. [ I slept with two friends, they're my classmates, I didn't need to worry because we're closed enough. I slept on the bed with a Indian friend and another one is Malay, she slept on the floor. I actually didn't know where she slept because she's the one whose the latest fell asleep among us. I could tell that I was the first one easily fell asleep because of tiredness studying and a medium-long distance from my school 'til we reached the resort.First she slept on the sofa then she traded places. She put on her microphone, listened to songs and sang songs on the sofa. I told her to sing in low volume but she didn't hear it. She was afraid of something. She thought someone instead of me was talking to her. that's why she was terrifying. Besides, I told her in a deep and horror voice. I was to tired. Ha ha.] So early in the morning, I and my Indian friend went to the ballroom for a short talk with a Indian uncle. The Malay friend already went for the prayer. The uncle asked some of us to introducing about their religions, including me. I was Buddhist. I knew what's my religion but I didn't know how to explain it out because bout Buddha, they have many stories that I was not certainly sure. So, I was like pretending to be unknown those things and be like a stupid and been ashamed. >.> yeah. 7.00 a.m. we went out the resort to the parking lot to have a morning exercises. After that we had our breakfast and then began our first one-hour lecture. ....... we had listened to three boring lectures and it's totally boring tho we had some group discussing games.it just too boring. Besides, I've played all those games before, in another camp. I was so tired of snoring in the whole day. Again, I slept very well on the bed in the second night.
The third day which was the last day being there, i was so happy instead of feeling sad. Rain started drizzling down and the morning exercises was held in the ballroom. We played the chicken danced and the Malay traditional dance. then We wore the given purple T-shirt and put on the red-colored hat. Our last game was performing on the stage. We'd decided last night that we're going to sing a song while some of us play some casts like side-drama that's related to the theme of the performance within 5 minutes. All those games were given marks. So did these game. I thought we're the worse performance among the other 5 groups.[ 93 participants, separated into 5 groups, our groups contained 18 members.] After that, we had out ending ceremony. Two people whose the important organizers of this program delivered their speeches for about an hour which made us dizzy and tired and hungry. Then the prizes given. our group was the last group to be mentioned. I thought we lost but we're the winner!!! " the best group ever!" so we got three prizes. they gave us equally but actually I only got one. So, that's fine, I didn't expect to get two prizes. we all have it. that's enough for me. So after we ate lunch, we're waiting for our teacher to get us back home. haha that's COOL!
 O.k, just skip that. The only problem I have now is I'm sick. That's why I didn't go to school. Sore throat, flu. damn i hate it. I hope I can fully recovered before the next camp.

[ Libby's awaiting for the second camp in Pendang, Kedah. She's excited and she only have five days rest before the next camp. She have to travel a long distance compared to this camp. She must be very tired and she hoped that the next camp is better than this one.]

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Libby's Lullaby

boo! i'm getting busy recently. I need to prepare everything all over again for the second time of our science show. Today, I was either lucky or unlucky to say that I was saved by God because the sky started drizzling when I was preparing the stuff that needed for the science show early in the morning, around 7 o'clock. I looked up into the sky and i knew it will rain [ha ha, that song's by Bruno Mars ,i know] I asked some boys to carry the table up to the stage and stared at the sky. I thought maybe it was my fate.It's like God won't allow me to represent the science show on the stage.So fine. I kinda happy but neither. I felt it was totally embarrassing. My face shown happy because I didn't even have to represent it but behind the scene, i was like (=.=) . I walked down  to the backstage. Carried my bag and books, walked toward the counseling room.
And before I went back to my class, I went to find my co-curriculum teacher about our program on tomorrow. This program is like a camp. I don't know what's that program for but what I only know is that I've been a year didn't take part in any camp. I like those program. Go further away from where I am. Explore even more tho it's only in Malaysia. At least I can go to the place where I haven't been before. If I have a chance, I'll travel all over the whole with my future family especially my parents.I've made a vow that I'll bring them together with me. Wherever I go to have fun, they deserve that too. Now, I think it's not the time. It's a school program. Not self-organized program. From tomorrow on 'til 22th June 2012. I know it's quite exhausting but I think it maybe either fun or boring. Location @ D'Village Resort, Ayer Keroh, Malacca.
So, about packing personal things for this program. I don't even think about it yet because I'm 'downloading' my memories and diary here. Maybe later I better pack 'em up after finishing this.
Other than this, I just received another request for another camp for the following weeks. This program is about patriotic of Malaysia, i think so. It's from 1st July 'til 4th July 2012.Location @ Pendang Kadah.Each state in Malaysia with 19 participants were chosen for this program.It just the week after next week. One of my friend was chosen but then she couldn't attend. So counselor asked some of us whether we interested in it or not. I just looked at them, and suddenly teacher asked those who couldn't attend for that program can reject it. So only three of us, including Foo. I said:" If you want I can give it to you" I ended up with a smile. They looked each other.I was absolutely sure that my mom and dad's gonna let me go.I can let 'em take this chance. This opportunity is rarely been given to our school. The certificate for this program is pretty important even tho it's merely a laminated paper. They answered:" I have to get my mom's permission first." However, teacher gave me the blank form and needed to filled in, and hand it up on tomorrow. I felt like I've two fun sides that I needed to clear up and another side is my worries about my studies. I know I shouldn't be the one who is worrying about the studies.
Just face it. May that bad be that bad. Just deal with it. May the best be more than the best!
{Libby wants to sing a lullaby on the top of her voice,feel it from deep inside and see it from the bottom of your heart.}