Happy

JUST BECAUSE YOU FAIL ONCE,if doesn't mean you're going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself because if you don't, then who will? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing, and there's so much to laugh about. 

by Marilyn Mornoe

I felt different today.
I got up from my bed
had my breakfast in front of my computer.
started to play games like usual.
I planned that I had to stop playing by 10a.m.
just to help my mom do some chores.
again yeah.
then
my dad came home awhile
This time
he didn't say anything about where he put the lunch for me
he did and took something
put on the small table
and locked the door, left.
no sound.
With just one view looked at my dad
his cold and angry eyes stared for a sec
and looked away.
I thought I did something wrong
Damnn.
ok
I looked up the clock
12.30p.m.!!1 time out!
I gotta do chores.
I shut down my p.c
swept the floor.
mopped the floor
cleaned the kitchen.
arranged everything at the kitchen.
I hoped that my work done could make my mom happy
because
last night
after attending the IU night
[yes, i attended the Iu night rather than tuition
because I'm lazy.
tho, I enjoyed the IU night organized by other school
Theme: Japan
since then, I have to think for my IU night held at my school]
I wondered where's mom
that she said she wanna go to night market.
dad said her bad temper anger came up again.
So shut my mouth up
reached my house
the mouth battle began.
the winner only for mom
because dad had no mood listen to her.
In such case,
I hoped what I did for today make her happy a little bit.

3.30p.m.
they come home.
I'm typing diary here...
as I'm typing in the beginning,
I saw her kinda happy.
she dropped the fruits suddenly
said:" ohhh!!"
sounded happily accidentally dropped the fruits.
My heart comes back peacefully and solace
She takes stuff back to the kitchen
And asked:" Am I entered the wrong house?"
" you did this?"
"of course, who else?"
as you know I'm the only one at home throughout the day.
" As a reward, finish these dumplings. I just cooked it at the restaurant."
Dammit
there's 20++ inside the plastic bag.
while eating,
i'm typing my diary here!
so kinda happy whenever I saw my mom dad are peacefully sleeping
in the afternoon
no battle
no arguing.

So yesterday
I played a game
which was totally attracted my heart into it
COVERT FRONT
first, second, third & fourth
I played four of them
So much fun!
mystery,adventure,puzzle.
I was so impressed by the author of the game
so cool
the best game EVER!

Libby's Lullaby

boo! i'm getting busy recently. I need to prepare everything all over again for the second time of our science show. Today, I was either lucky or unlucky to say that I was saved by God because the sky started drizzling when I was preparing the stuff that needed for the science show early in the morning, around 7 o'clock. I looked up into the sky and i knew it will rain [ha ha, that song's by Bruno Mars ,i know] I asked some boys to carry the table up to the stage and stared at the sky. I thought maybe it was my fate.It's like God won't allow me to represent the science show on the stage.So fine. I kinda happy but neither. I felt it was totally embarrassing. My face shown happy because I didn't even have to represent it but behind the scene, i was like (=.=) . I walked down  to the backstage. Carried my bag and books, walked toward the counseling room.
And before I went back to my class, I went to find my co-curriculum teacher about our program on tomorrow. This program is like a camp. I don't know what's that program for but what I only know is that I've been a year didn't take part in any camp. I like those program. Go further away from where I am. Explore even more tho it's only in Malaysia. At least I can go to the place where I haven't been before. If I have a chance, I'll travel all over the whole with my future family especially my parents.I've made a vow that I'll bring them together with me. Wherever I go to have fun, they deserve that too. Now, I think it's not the time. It's a school program. Not self-organized program. From tomorrow on 'til 22th June 2012. I know it's quite exhausting but I think it maybe either fun or boring. Location @ D'Village Resort, Ayer Keroh, Malacca.
So, about packing personal things for this program. I don't even think about it yet because I'm 'downloading' my memories and diary here. Maybe later I better pack 'em up after finishing this.
Other than this, I just received another request for another camp for the following weeks. This program is about patriotic of Malaysia, i think so. It's from 1st July 'til 4th July 2012.Location @ Pendang Kadah.Each state in Malaysia with 19 participants were chosen for this program.It just the week after next week. One of my friend was chosen but then she couldn't attend. So counselor asked some of us whether we interested in it or not. I just looked at them, and suddenly teacher asked those who couldn't attend for that program can reject it. So only three of us, including Foo. I said:" If you want I can give it to you" I ended up with a smile. They looked each other.I was absolutely sure that my mom and dad's gonna let me go.I can let 'em take this chance. This opportunity is rarely been given to our school. The certificate for this program is pretty important even tho it's merely a laminated paper. They answered:" I have to get my mom's permission first." However, teacher gave me the blank form and needed to filled in, and hand it up on tomorrow. I felt like I've two fun sides that I needed to clear up and another side is my worries about my studies. I know I shouldn't be the one who is worrying about the studies.
Just face it. May that bad be that bad. Just deal with it. May the best be more than the best!
{Libby wants to sing a lullaby on the top of her voice,feel it from deep inside and see it from the bottom of your heart.}

Chinese New Year!

Hi! meet ya again! now this is the most important festival for me , ever. Because this is my tradition for being a Chinese. IF you're foreigner or don't know about what's Chinese New Year. O.M.g you gonna take a look at this post!this may help you getting know more about my culture!

So basically we've Chinese New Year Eve(22 Jan 2012) just like Christmas Eve which is the night before Chinese New Year.Early in the morning of the Chinese New Year Eve,we gonna have a big prayer before having a family-gathered-lunch.My mom and dad bought many ingredients for preparing the dishes. 

I was ordered to arrange these oranges. PRETTY,isn't?!

I purposely shoot the picture to show that the pineapple is one of the kind LOL 

* i forgot to take the dishes so I just took the photo of the moment we having lunch together after prayer.

so although our family members only three of us, not much dishes like in a rich family. just as much as we satisfy with it. no need to cook like in a restaurant. more important is our love and patient that we've gathered together.

After eating, I took the photos like:

I'm sorry you have to turn your head upside down but this is not a wine or brandy or whatever. it's only contained fruit sparkling . Until today I haven't open it yet :@

there's still more snacks we haven't finish yet!

so these two photos are one of our decorations in our home.actually it's pretty simple. just buy it and paste it that's all. last year I had to draw and design it all by myself.now no more! lol

OK that's for yesterday. today is the first day of CHinese New Year. We didn't go far actually. most of the time we just stay at home. nothing to do. my mom and dad just slept like pig and i just stare at my PC . I haven't FINISH YET !

let me tell ya. according to our tradition, obviously this year is Dragon. yeah Dragon with a long body and tail.

so for more, I'll post for further information tomorrow.

gooood night!

♔my dreams▲just hope☆

i hope

all of my dreams come true

achieve my goal

get a good result

enable me to study oversea

bring along with my family

live in Canada,UK,LA

living in vogue yet luxury house

live in peace

travel all around the world

i hope

all of my dreams come true

be a fashion designer

design my own fashion 

or just be a interior designer

design my own interior collection

or just be a singer

sing out my expression

or just be a photographer

bring out my inspiration

i hope

all of my dreams come true

go to NY's shopping center

buy all beauty collection

makeup,mascara,eye liner, blah blah blah

buy all outfits from famous brands

Chanel,Gucci,Tiffany&Co.,Louis Vuitton,Acne,....

i hope 

all of my dreams come true

be a millionaire

buy everything for my parents

buy everything necessary for those needy kids

buy everything necessary for those old fork

i hope 

all of my dreams come true

find a guy 

who truly knows me

who truly understands me

who won't betray me

who won't hurt my heart

who won't let go a bullet through my heart

who won't let me alone

who won't let me live alone

who won't let me die alone

who will sacrifices for each other

who will by my side when I need him

who will by my side when I'm down

who will gives me happiness

who will pull back all my sadness

who is not selfish

who is selfless

who is royalty

who is love me truly deeply

if for real

I'll do the same thing back to him

i hope

marry with a guy from another country

share experiences with each other

share culture with each other

share sadness with each other

share happiness with each other

share dreams with each other 

share love with each other 

i hope

my kids are twin

my kids are mix-blood

my kids born in luxury family

because i want 'em to know

how pretty they are

how blessed they are

how beautiful they are

how gorgeous they are

how wonderful they are

how lucky they are

and I want 'em to know

there's still many kids like 'em but unfortunate 

there's still many people want life like us 

So i want 'em to appreciate what they got

i want 'em to appreciate the people around 'em

i hope

everything I've planned 

work out perfectly

i know God won't make it happen according to my plans

i know all of my dreams won't come true

but at least 

i hope 

God can make some of my dreams come true.

the days after PMR O.O

My currently facing challenge already finished and it's kinda nervous while waiting the result.Actually it's ended up four weeks ago ,means about a month. I didn't update any latest things that I recently do because I was kinda lazy. After finishing that exam,straight away I switched on my PC and REBLOGGING and view my favorite Tumblog (Tumblr) when I was about to open my blogspot, I saw another amazing posts ,so , in another hand,blogspot was being out case by me >.>
OK,now talk about the challenge I'd finished facing. It's sort of easy but hard XD It's not easy to describe how easy it was and how hard it was.I was not very guaranteed that I can get good result. For the first day in the school hall where the exams having, I'd done what teachers told us to do.Take a deep breath and calm my mind down before entering the hall,then use right leg to step in the hall ( i don't even know why we had to do that?! what kinda law is that? ) and don't panic. As UNusual,the table I supposed to use was lower than I thought and the chair,sucker than my own chair O.O Firstly,I felt insecure.I found out my chair was broken after THREE days I sat on that suck chair and faced my exam.The first words that i spoke out was :" OH MY F**K GOD. WHAT THE HECK IS THIS CHAIR? WHAT'S THE WRONG WITH THER........" then no more sound from me. JUst let it be. Only five days I have to sit on the suck chair.I felt guilty when i sat on that chair. So anyway, i didn't feel any nervous before entering the hall or even facing the exam.Before the day facing the exam,teachers told us to pray just before opening the exam papers.And so I do that in every exam papers.    
once the last exam finished, OMG party rock! P.A.R.T.Y time had come! they yelled they screamed they're happy and so do i! but I didn't go party with them. Because they didn't even have a party after exam O.O but they stay home and ONLINE facebook Oh God!? WTF!? AND ME TOO! LOLX .
>BACK TO THE TOP OF THE STORY<
So,Counselor and also called my teacher,she had planned all the activities that will be held in the rest of the weeks, about five weeks until holidays.
Honestly I didn't even attend the activities for a week. why? Because I went back to my hometown to attend my cousin's wedding! FOR A WEEK!
BTW, after I got down form the train,I cut my long right away! because it's hot OMG . so let's not talk about that. So, after buying clothes and this and that for two wedding days,my cousin bring me and my mom to Pulai Spring Resort . and dadada

to be continued . busy bro >.<

cute~!

SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS USB!

best friends forever

one of my dream room lol XD

spongie

wow

my fave cartoon

♔The Happy Ever after Guide ♔

“Are you happy?” It may seem like a simple question, but the answer can be trickier to figure out than an advanced Sudoku puzzle .Happiness is an overall state of mind that is not altered by our environment .Instead of desiring to be Oprah-ism, vogue or luxury, you also need a happy-go-lucky life .So, here are some happiness tips to get you thinking about the choices you can make, so you can have the best life.

      One of the keys is happy diet .It means healthy meals .Eating the right food will sustain your energy levels, assist your concentration and keep you from feeling lethargic and irritable .Mood will be changed when you’re stressed .In order to help you improve your mood, you have to eat omega-three fatty acid like oily fish ,leafy greens and walnut ,proteins that found in fish ,meat ,yoghurts ,lentils and complex carbohydrates like bread and brown rice.

      Secondly ,you need to do exercise constantly for reducing your anxiety and depression .By doing exercise ,you can also be able to enhance your moods ,improve your self-concept like the way you feel and think about yourself and give you a higher quality of life too .Exercise like jogging ,cycling or even jungle trekking in any gardens or forests can make you get closer to the mother nature and inhale fresh air .Besides ,studies have shown that people who train outside actually experience greater feeling of revitalization ,confusion and anger than who exercise indoors.

      The third key to happiness is feeling connected to others .Happy relationship is not only for your partner but for whoever who loves you .It’s important to have a healthy sense of self in order to create great relationships .If you don’t feel good about yourself ,you’re vulnerable to sabotaging ,jealousy ,dependency and intimacy issues .Furthermore ,you must respect and love yourself .You know you’ll be fine if your relationship ends .it doesn’t mean you want it to finish but it is just that you don’t depend on another person to make you content .

       The next key is dance no matter how old you are .Science can back up what we intuitively already know about music like jazz ,club ,house ,hip hop ,R&B and rock .It makes us happy ,really-really happy .Music affects physiological functions like respiration ,heart beat and blood pressure .It can also lower the amount of stress hormone cortisone and increase the release of endorphins , the body’s natural feel-good hormone .So ,whether it’s in a club ,your living room or in front of your bedroom mirror ,just do the robotic dance like Lady Gaga or shake your body like Shakira !

      The last key is happy home .People always say:”Home sweet home.” Home is our shelter. The environment and your surrounding can affect you mentally, physically and spiritually. If you want to lift your mood, you can surround yourself with things you love by decorating your home with your favourite  colours, accessories and furnishings. Moreover, you have to make sure your furniture is arranged properly. Open windows and doors everyday because fresh air and energy will circulate your home. Fresh air helps you to feel re-energised and more alert.

      As a result, if you want to be happy in your life, it’s not hard to work at. As long as you can boost your well-being by practising the four keys above you’ll be happy forever. There’s an old saying that “Happy mind leads to a happy life”. Enjoy everything liven up your life and appreciate the present. By taking in the moment rather than looking back at the past, you’ll love life a lot more! 

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this is my essay. I wrote it in a week holiday.After I hand it up to my English teacher. She said it's pretty good essay [essay above]( aw thanks =^.^= ) so she needed this essay to be published in the SMKTI SCHOOL MAGAZINE.I was shocked when teacher told me about this.So , i promised teacher and type this essay to be saved in pen drive. [i have to borrow it from my friend >.< ]

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I'm happy today! but PMR is going to be face to face with me! OMG! 

ahhhhhhhhhhh!

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