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1)Just  well I'm  of those who can be very successful in their lives. Like they can do what they want and get they want.I always wondering what I'll become someday. What I wanna be. What I wanna achieve. What I wanna attain something so hard. Maybe that's the thing I can't get. Maybe my dreams can't come true. All my imaginations are fake and couldn't be the truth and it just some temporary lies.I knew that all these success can be obtain if you work hard. Tho I knew it. But I still ended up with a word: I can't be very quiet girl if you ask me to.haha



I'm not going to talk about what's happening today because it's the suckest day, ever.
so just keep this behavior: ENVIOUS on others.

ha ha . tomorrow I'm here again. Because I don't wanna go to school. no study, just wasting my time at school. Corporation Day, tomorrow. wtf I ain't gonna take part in it. They all selling foods, movies, something like that. And now imma gonna save my money for my future. If I go to school tomorrow, my pocket money will be completely empty. I was hoping to support my friends whom sell foods at the school tomorrow. But I can't come. I better stay home continue doing revision and doing homework. ONLINE HERE! Spend time with my family!!!

[Libby's still deciding what she wanna become in her future. That's still remains a question mark above her head whenever she's thinking about that. She's still hesitating her abilities,personalities,potential.... everything that's making her dizzy ,all the time.She's too ]

not-worthy over-exhausted program, ever.

Program Club 1 Malaysia, 22 June, 16:00p.m. - 24 June 14.00p.m.

Comment: Kinda exhausted but it's praise-worthy. Thanks for the government organizers for having this program. I can't wait for the next time. I'll come for this......

comment above is purely fictitious in my blog.
 ha ha yeah~ " I'm happy ! and tired! i want to come back again!I'll miss here" that's how kids answering those stupid question.
I didn't admit that I hate or particularly dislike this program. I knew that this program is 100% free of charge. And I also knew that they gave us free a hot-and-big-size T-shirt and an easy-damaged bag to us. In that case, I do really appreciate it. Actually, I didn't wanna go and in any case, I hadn't even been invited. But what I did when my friends asked me was I shown my interest in it because I've been more than a year didn't participate in  any program. So, that's why these things happened.
The first night at the d'Village Resort was absolutely cool. The food appetites, dessert, and o.m.g My stomach was like a boom after eating. I thought I couldn't sleep because of too my stomach. But when i went back to the family chalet, after taking shower, damn it's so cold. I turned down the temperature to 270C. o.k, I lied down on the bed and automatically I slept. Without any disturbance in my brain, without any doubt that will usually occur whenever I go to any camp. So I got up the next morning by 5.00 a.m. because we had to gather at the ballroom by 6.30 a.m. I felt my throat was like disaster. I couldn't even talk like usual. My voice was like in anger and it's like unhealthy. Even my roommates felt that way too. [ I slept with two friends, they're my classmates, I didn't need to worry because we're closed enough. I slept on the bed with a Indian friend and another one is Malay, she slept on the floor. I actually didn't know where she slept because she's the one whose the latest fell asleep among us. I could tell that I was the first one easily fell asleep because of tiredness studying and a medium-long distance from my school 'til we reached the resort.First she slept on the sofa then she traded places. She put on her microphone, listened to songs and sang songs on the sofa. I told her to sing in low volume but she didn't hear it. She was afraid of something. She thought someone instead of me was talking to her. that's why she was terrifying. Besides, I told her in a deep and horror voice. I was to tired. Ha ha.] So early in the morning, I and my Indian friend went to the ballroom for a short talk with a Indian uncle. The Malay friend already went for the prayer. The uncle asked some of us to introducing about their religions, including me. I was Buddhist. I knew what's my religion but I didn't know how to explain it out because bout Buddha, they have many stories that I was not certainly sure. So, I was like pretending to be unknown those things and be like a stupid and been ashamed. >.> yeah. 7.00 a.m. we went out the resort to the parking lot to have a morning exercises. After that we had our breakfast and then began our first one-hour lecture. ....... we had listened to three boring lectures and it's totally boring tho we had some group discussing games.it just too boring. Besides, I've played all those games before, in another camp. I was so tired of snoring in the whole day. Again, I slept very well on the bed in the second night.
The third day which was the last day being there, i was so happy instead of feeling sad. Rain started drizzling down and the morning exercises was held in the ballroom. We played the chicken danced and the Malay traditional dance. then We wore the given purple T-shirt and put on the red-colored hat. Our last game was performing on the stage. We'd decided last night that we're going to sing a song while some of us play some casts like side-drama that's related to the theme of the performance within 5 minutes. All those games were given marks. So did these game. I thought we're the worse performance among the other 5 groups.[ 93 participants, separated into 5 groups, our groups contained 18 members.] After that, we had out ending ceremony. Two people whose the important organizers of this program delivered their speeches for about an hour which made us dizzy and tired and hungry. Then the prizes given. our group was the last group to be mentioned. I thought we lost but we're the winner!!! " the best group ever!" so we got three prizes. they gave us equally but actually I only got one. So, that's fine, I didn't expect to get two prizes. we all have it. that's enough for me. So after we ate lunch, we're waiting for our teacher to get us back home. haha that's COOL!
 O.k, just skip that. The only problem I have now is I'm sick. That's why I didn't go to school. Sore throat, flu. damn i hate it. I hope I can fully recovered before the next camp.

[ Libby's awaiting for the second camp in Pendang, Kedah. She's excited and she only have five days rest before the next camp. She have to travel a long distance compared to this camp. She must be very tired and she hoped that the next camp is better than this one.]

Libby's Lullaby

boo! i'm getting busy recently. I need to prepare everything all over again for the second time of our science show. Today, I was either lucky or unlucky to say that I was saved by God because the sky started drizzling when I was preparing the stuff that needed for the science show early in the morning, around 7 o'clock. I looked up into the sky and i knew it will rain [ha ha, that song's by Bruno Mars ,i know] I asked some boys to carry the table up to the stage and stared at the sky. I thought maybe it was my fate.It's like God won't allow me to represent the science show on the stage.So fine. I kinda happy but neither. I felt it was totally embarrassing. My face shown happy because I didn't even have to represent it but behind the scene, i was like (=.=) . I walked down  to the backstage. Carried my bag and books, walked toward the counseling room.
And before I went back to my class, I went to find my co-curriculum teacher about our program on tomorrow. This program is like a camp. I don't know what's that program for but what I only know is that I've been a year didn't take part in any camp. I like those program. Go further away from where I am. Explore even more tho it's only in Malaysia. At least I can go to the place where I haven't been before. If I have a chance, I'll travel all over the whole with my future family especially my parents.I've made a vow that I'll bring them together with me. Wherever I go to have fun, they deserve that too. Now, I think it's not the time. It's a school program. Not self-organized program. From tomorrow on 'til 22th June 2012. I know it's quite exhausting but I think it maybe either fun or boring. Location @ D'Village Resort, Ayer Keroh, Malacca.
So, about packing personal things for this program. I don't even think about it yet because I'm 'downloading' my memories and diary here. Maybe later I better pack 'em up after finishing this.
Other than this, I just received another request for another camp for the following weeks. This program is about patriotic of Malaysia, i think so. It's from 1st July 'til 4th July 2012.Location @ Pendang Kadah.Each state in Malaysia with 19 participants were chosen for this program.It just the week after next week. One of my friend was chosen but then she couldn't attend. So counselor asked some of us whether we interested in it or not. I just looked at them, and suddenly teacher asked those who couldn't attend for that program can reject it. So only three of us, including Foo. I said:" If you want I can give it to you" I ended up with a smile. They looked each other.I was absolutely sure that my mom and dad's gonna let me go.I can let 'em take this chance. This opportunity is rarely been given to our school. The certificate for this program is pretty important even tho it's merely a laminated paper. They answered:" I have to get my mom's permission first." However, teacher gave me the blank form and needed to filled in, and hand it up on tomorrow. I felt like I've two fun sides that I needed to clear up and another side is my worries about my studies. I know I shouldn't be the one who is worrying about the studies.
Just face it. May that bad be that bad. Just deal with it. May the best be more than the best!
{Libby wants to sing a lullaby on the top of her voice,feel it from deep inside and see it from the bottom of your heart.}

kiss. Ha ha

So it's been a long time I didn't update anything, honestly. Just kinda busy in "game" business in Facebook. ha ha! the game is in Chinese language but it translated : Magic Bakery . I think so~ ha ha. that's not funny actually. So, without further non-sense conversation about what happen today.
there's one thing that I have to mention. Kiss. that's right. One of my best friend, Foo, she asked Yong ( she's also my best friend) about how is the feeling of kissing. I was beaten by a sudden shock that she asked about this kind of stuff. I thought she experienced it before. well, she did. She just wanna asked about the feeling. So I added:" how long does it take ?" Foo agreed. Yong answered with a cold-stared-eye mood:"10 minutes." This time I was really beaten by a big giant wood. [She sat in front of me, and Foo sat next to me.] I turned up my head with big eyes. " What!?" that's right. what the hell kiss with a duration of 10 minutes?!!!! Hey, you there, if you ever kiss with your lover, would it take so long. I asked Foo:" will your mouth becomes thicker and thicker". .... oh that's what call sexy lips ha. !!! Foo looked into her eyes with a word "disbelief" hanging on her forehead. Well, that's actually pretty shocked answer. " Maybe you have lost control of everything goes around you that make you lose your sense of time counting while you're kissing." I guessed. But she agreed with only 50%. So I did count with my fingertips and thought back those scenes I've seen in movies. At least, i thought, at least the longest time is only about 1 minute. hmm.. Never mind. She's genius IN kissing and everything about that. ha ha! So, while talking about this stuff. She told us to be more quiet when telling this, and asked to come nearer to discuss more. It's kinda like top secret when talking about this.What the hell, the laughter began. She asked us to SAY IT LOUDER AND LAUGH IN SILENCE. She did say it. The question marks appeared above my head. " I told you so, you've lost your control while kissing! won't you begin to counting before you start kissing?? that's weird~" I talked with the top of my voice. " Shh....!" she added. " you asked me to say it louder and laugh in silence." I answered. What the earth are we doing!? we actually did the same thing. say it louder and laugh in silence. We should do it in opposite way.  hahahahahaha! Just the shit ain't going to burst my head. So we laughed until now. Even in Facebook chatting. Damn this is fun. But what I felt lucky is, MY FIRST kiss still exist in my mind's dictionary! HA hA! YES! I'll give it to a proper person, someday . NOT NOW or not I'll be like them. Half mad and half crazy in this. Bah~ so much fun! LAUGHTER. i LOVE YOU! LAUGHTER , YOU'RE MY SUPER-DUPER SUPREME HERO! and I now I become mad.

boo here again

I'm here again! what's up? n0thing much. Ar~ just talking to myself. ok today is Friday! but I don't have to be happy about it because It's not party night. I mean Today is not the day I wanna have some rest. There's another week I have to face exams. English, Physics,Biology,Chemistry,Chinese,Add.Math and Math. Damn suck I'm dying.............................. I just don't know how to face 'em all.Besides, I'm gonna fail anyway. No A+ what else A++ ~~~~~ I just lost it... I found myself act like a stupid girl. Answering the questions like kids and laugh around.Pay attention in the class?? Nah~ I'll never do that. I'm not such quiet and good girl you guys think. I'm naughty. like what? MONKEY!!! haha just kidding. Actually I'm not perfectly perfect because I know I'll never do. But at least I try it ...andda I think it's not enough. So anyway I hope I can get at least pass for my mid-year exam. I just wanna better than me of the last three months. It's kinda like be different? but not the whole different but the good different. I just lost it very much.
You know. sometimes I think I'm ugly and stupid dumb shit bull head clunk crabby something like these. Maybe that's stupid person's thoughts but I'm pretty much silly about that because I'm trying to have fun! Just kinda know and pretty unknown somethings. some sort like that.
So talking back about my exams.I'm going to DIE!
So. pray hard for me! God, bless me!!!! I'll be very great and thankful if I can answer all the questions!!!

God Bless Me !

Oh dear~ I've only faced one exam today. Sat on the chair for about 5 hours. Made me butt itchy to the top of my head.The way I sat is amusing and funny. Haha I don't care. But the things made me nervous all the time was the exam result. Bahasa Melayu is my second mother-tongue. I hope I'll pass the exam tho. Besides, tomorrow is Teacher's Day. I won't attend it tho I canceled my performance ( obviously is singing). I wanna study my history and English. I don't know why the Teacher's day is held before exam. Every year 16 May. I know. Why? nvm. I don't care. [sorry teachers] I wanna study hard. Talking about study. You must be wondering if I wanna study hard, why still I sit here and updating my new status? Because I wanna "steal" tips from my friends. they're in different class. Just 'cause their teachers make the questions. That's why.

Oh oh! I wanna announce that I've create the second blog for my parents. click here I just opened it but I haven't fully complete the blog yet. So do visit [ after two weeks, haha because I wanna update more!]
Enjoy!

Just simple

I know I have been a week I don't log in my blog. Why? because I'm busy All the time. In case there's a lot of competitions. look at the list below:
1. Singing competition: 2nd place. ok that's fine because I don't expect to win. btw, I'm not a good singer. JUSt for FUN!
2. Science show: this competition is my suckest game , ever. ok. these was my first time I took part in these kind of competition. It's kinda like a representation by recording in the video and then send to the competition organizer to judge our representation. three groups two members each group took part. Before I get a chance to participate in this, there's only one group qualified to join, but then, teacher changed her mind, she allowed us to take part. So each group had to do at least 3 - 4 experiments. I'd searched it for 'bout a couple weeks. at the end I didn't find my result usable. DAmn. I was running out of time. Science concept. These holy shit made me out of my mind! three experiments must be containing the same science concept/ theory. I don't know. I just found some experiments that's absolutely spectacular. I just told my partner, May Gee. : this stuff must be very cool. let us tell teacher."
Before I get a chance to tell teacher what's my experiments, she told us:" all your experiments must have the same science concept" you know, at this moment, her confirms made me blah out of my brain. i was kinda like taking out my brain and eat it right away. Damn! I'd found it very hard and then you tell me that all must be the same theory?! f**k ok fine. just do it. I'd create my own script for this video, I'd found three experiments about density, we'd prepare many materials and practices. Now what? ok we did record yesterday, afternoon. we're the last group. LAst group. So damn ,i really don't know how to describe our video yesterday but it's suck. from the beginning, cut cut cut cut just kept cutting the video. every sentences I can say, cut until the end of the show. Be our cameraman may cause mental problem. ok that's was fun. what I was worry from yesterday is we might not win because this competition is state level. NoT district level. see?! there's a lot of participants out there who are clever than us, wiser than us..........
about that, i'm going to faint. just can't stop thinking. but now. I just wanna focus on my study.

so I have been a month i think, just stay out of my study.
BEsides, mid-year is around the corner. i think it's on 14th May. and we need to face the exam a couple weeks!!!!! yup. we're going to be mad. insane . good! now I'm crazy. listening Mr.Saxobeat. and Give your heart a break by Demi Lovato.
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

hmm.... i know i'm busy lately

it's another day I have to be busy all the time. Last night, my English teacher asked me to participate in English Grammar District competition. So, i took the challenge the only three of us, a 17-year-old sister , me 16 years old and a 15-year-old boy. It's a sudden surprise for me after teacher told me about it. It's a online game which has 1600 question to be answered. whose the fastest and collect all the points will be the winner.Not just three of us, there has another schools also take part in it. First place is a grand, certificate and trophy. Second place is $750, certificate and trophy. Last which mean third place is $500 , certificate and also trophy. OK. that's pretty hard and it's my first time compete THROUGH ONLINE. so gonna face it.

NOw. today. right after I came out from school, dad told me that we gonna depart to Kulai,JB this afternoon at 4. So i just :    and I looked at him. How the heck I have time to package all the stuff I wanna bring !? it's a problem though. I was decided we go to JB on Sunday. but sadly my mom went to the train station and the ticket-seller said either today or next Tuesday. I don't be late to be there.But i don't wanna to earlier be there. B'COZ i haven't got enough sleep last night! At school i was wondering that right after I came back from school, i'll rest at home, play my pC and sleep.
fine just deal with it. God played me. i SURRENDER . God, deal .


well.while i'm typing here,my mom's managing all the stuff we gonna bring later on. so When I get into train . i'll be like:
  so haha. gonna pack all the things before we go.
  in the train

Btw.I'm gonna be back soon. i think not very soon.... haha. it's holiday. I can't leave my PC though. but i'll be back.

:)

My drama scripts 2012 by Libby Gervayse

An Extraordinary 'Mother'

Characters:

♥  Lisa -- by Libby

♥  Lisa's Mother -- by Cheong  Woan Shin

♥  Lisa's Father -- by Lenny

♥  Lucy ~ the maid -- by Yong Kah Ying

♥  Sofia ~ the maid -- by Goh Yen Sin

♥  Doctor -- by Sugumaran 

♥  Businessman 1 -- Lim Shing Wei

♥  Businessman 2 -- Ngai Pei Pin

♥  Child 1

♥  Child 2 -- Yeo Lee Ming

♥  The Handicapped man

♥  The old woman with baby -- by Chua May Gee

♥  The sick woman -- by Carls May

♥  Voice 1 -- by Foo Chin Ying

♥  Voice 2 -- by Bakavathy

Scene 1

Lisa is sleeping comfortably in the middle of the night in her room in a big mansion . She hears voices in her sleep.

Voice 1 :   Lisa, you've been leading a very luxurious life since the day you were born in this                                                                                                                      mansion. You laze around in the day time. You do not have to raise a finger to get what you want. At night, you curl up in your comfortable bed and sleep through till the next day.

Voice 2 :   Wake up, Lisa! Wake up , Lisa! Go out into the streets. Go out into the streets to see for yourself what is happening there.

Voice 1 :  You can't spend your whole life in the confines of the tall walls and see the world go by.

Voice 2 : You do not see the world outside.  You choose to live in your comfort zone where there is nothing to worry about.

Voice 1 : Go out of this house,  Lisa. Go out to see the streets. Go out to what is happening outside. There is no meaning living life this way. Lisa! Go out, Lisa ! Go out!!.............

The voice fade away . She awake and surprised.

Lisa :  Haisshhhaa~! ( surprised and look around) Who were those two talking to me?! ( wear glasses and stand up ) [ Go out of this house. Go to the street…..] ( cover my ears)  There is nobody else in this room…..Was I dreaming??...... Why go out of this house to see the streets? What is so interesting in the streets?

Hey Lucy, Lucy.. Wake Up! Lucy , Wake UP!

Lucy :  what's the problem? Why at this hour??

Lisa : I need to go into the streets, but ,…. I don't know the way.. I want you to show me around……

Lucy : What?! You must be crazy! All the shops are closed by now. The Streets are deserted. The people are sleeping.

Lisa : I don't know…. I mean a voice told me to go into the streets. It's sooooo compelling! I have to go out to see for myself.

Lucy :  But, you can go out to see it tomorrow. It's pitch dark outside. You won't be able to see a thing.

Lisa : [go out of this house. Go into the streets….] The voice keeps ringing in my ears . I have to go out now. I must go. Please go out with me… You know I have not ventured outside on my own before. I won’t be able to find my way… Please…………….( pulling Lucy's hand)

Lucy : What about your parents? I've been told to take good care of you. If anything were happen to you, my head. MY HEAD would be chopped off!

Lisa : Aw … come on! Don’t you worry. They are now in another part of the world. If you don't tell anybody, nobody will know it.

Lucy :  But……..

Lisa : ( put my hand on Lucy's shoulder) I'll be very careful. Don't worry..

Lucy : Alright. since you are so eager to go out into the streets. I'll show you the way. Pray hard that nothing bad will happen.

Scene 2

Lisa and Lucy put on sweaters and sneak out of the mansion, heading towards the streets. They walk slowly and carefully in the street. Everything seems so quiet.

Lucy : I told you there's nothing to see here. The whole street is dead. Furthermore it's not safe for two of us to walk at this hour. This place is notorious for robbery and rape. We better go back before something bad happens.

Lisa : NO! there must be a reason why the voice asked me to see the streets. I can't turn back now. I must walk all over the street before I go back!

They continue to roam the streets. Lisa strains her eyes to see what is around her. She sees something moves in front of her and moves towards the object.

Lisa : I see some movement over there! Let's go near it!( point @ the woman)

A woman is huddling her child who is crying softly in her arms. Lisa is shocked.

Lisa : Oh My Goodness! What are you doing here? Your baby is crying! It's so cold out here. You should stay home!

Woman : I've no place to go. This is my home. My baby is hungry and sick.

Lisa : You can't possibly stay here day and night?! You must find a proper place to stay and take care of your baby.

Lucy : Lisa , She's right. This is her home. You should not disturb her. It's a common sight on the street. Let's go home.

Lisa : (shrugs her shoulder ) NO! not until I see all the streets!

They move on. Lisa sees some children under the bridge. She stops and talks to them.

Lisa : OH poor children! ( wake them up ) Why are you not at home with your parents? ( cover my nose and behave smell badly) This place is so dirty and filthy. Only animals live here.

Child 1 : We have no parents. We're on our own. We live here. This is our home.

Child 2 : We used to living in the company of other animals .We've no other choice. This is the only place that gives us a roof over our heads.

Child 1 : We long to have a house, to be hugged and to have a decent meals.

Child 2 : We wish to go under a warm blanket and to have uninterrupted sleep.

Lisa : ( shakes her head ) But.. But you're too young to be on your own. You need adults to take care of you and give you food.

Child 1 : We can take care of ourselves. We've no other people to turn to.

Child 2 : We're happy here. We're the children of the street.

Lisa : I have a comfortable house to live in. I have more than enough food to eat. I can have anything under the sun. But, what about these people? The orphans, the single mother, the dying, and the handicapped ? Where will they go when the sun rises? What about their food?

Lucy : They're a regular feature on the streets. They know how to take care of themselves. Don't worry about them. Can we go home now?

Lisa : ( nods her head ) OK.

They walk back home. Lisa keeps her head down, deep in thought.

Scene 3

In a spacious and luxurious sitting room, a couple is sitting on the settee. Lisa enters and walks straight towards them. It's early in the morning.

Mum : ( stands up ) Lisa, your face is pale. You look sick. Quick ! Quick! Get a doctor to come here immediately to check on her!

Lisa : ( removes mum's hand )  Mum~ there's nothing wrong with me.

Dad : Our precious jewel, you do not look happy . Is there anything that bothers you? Let me know. I'll do everything for you.

Lisa : I…… I wish to leave this house……..

Mum : What?! You want to leave this house?...but why?

Dad : I'm the richest man in this town. You're everything you want. You don't have to work. You have maids to take care of you. You have everything you want. You can go anywhere you want in big cars.

Mum : (Try to console Lisa)  You're our only child. We love you dearly. Why do you want to leave this house? What do you want to do outside?

Dad : Money is never a problem. You can have any amount you want. You do not have to lave this house.

Lisa : ( hesitating…..)  It's not about the money. It's something to do with…… hmm…….

Mum : come on. Tell me your problem. I'll do what I can to help  you, my dear daughter. Don't you like this house?

Lisa : no. I like this house. I love you mummy and daddy.

Mum : then, you should continue to live here. Why bother to leave? You're lucky to be born into this family where you have everything you want.

Dad : your mother is right. There are so many out there who do not have a home, who are hungry, who are sick and who are neglected. They live on the streets.

Lisa : that's exactly why I want to leave this house!!

Mum : you live in this big house. They live on the streets. They do not encroach into your life. What have they done to you that you want to leave this house?

Lisa : ( look @ the judgers )  Last night, a voice asked me to venture into the streets. I did as I was told. That was my first trip on the streets. I saw with my own eyes human suffering in the darkness . It was a real eye-opener for me to see the reality of life, the harshness of human race , the uncaring attitude of the society … ( at a long pause )  I have to help them to release their suffering!

Mum : I understand your feelings. But as a young woman, what can you do to help them? There are thousand and thousand of them out there. Forget about them. It's impossible for you to help them.

Lisa : I've already set my mind to help them. I want to make the first move so that others will follow.

Dad : you are only a small girl. This is not your problem. Let government handle it.

Lisa : there thousand of them on the streets. That shows nobody has been doing anything to help them. Let alone the government. We can't prolong their suffering.

Dad : you need a very big amount of money to help them. Do you have the money and what about a place to put all these people?

Lisa : I'll start with whatever means I have

Dad : you can't possibly do this all alone. It's going to be a mammoth task . You're going to inherit all my property which is worth a few million dollars. You can enjoy life.

Lisa : I'm not after your money. You can do whatever you want with your money. Let me fulfill what I wish to do.

Lucy : I volunteer my services. I'll help in whatever way I can. It's too shameful for us not to help the people on the streets.

Sofia : count me in. I'll help in whatever small way I can to help these people. Lisa is right. Somebody has to start something somewhere.

( Lisa , Lucy and Sofia start to leave …. Move slowly )

Mum : Lisa , you can't leave this family. You're our only child.

Dad : Lisa! If that is what you wish for, I'll not stop you in anyway. You can leave this house at this moment and NEVER RETURN ! I'll not help you!

Mum : Lisa , think over it , think over it, don't get emotional. This is the safest place in this town.

Lisa : ( feel sad and sorry , shakes head ) I'm sorry mummy and daddy. But, I have to go into the streets. I'll not take anything from this house and I'll not trouble you.

Dad : stupid daughter! You can step out of this house now and never return!

Lisa : Lucy and Sofia, we must start work right from this moment. Let's go into the streets now.

Mum : Lisa, don't leave this house, don't leave me…...

Scene 4

They convert and old building into temporary home with the help of some kind people. They begin their mission to put the street people in the home to lighten their suffering . Lisa is sweeping the floor and cleaning the building.

Lucy : I found this baby near the rubbish dump. A few dogs surrounded her ready to bump on her. I quickly snatched her from the hungry dogs. Perhaps we can keep her in this home.

Lisa : ( takes the baby from Lucy ) Oh poor little girl! Whatever has happened ? She's innocent. Why threw her away like rubbish?

Lucy : there are too many poor mothers here. Raising a baby is a big burden. So they sacrifice the baby so that other can survive.

Lisa : Go, make her some milk. This will be her new home.

Sofia : they were sleeping under the bridge. I managed to persuaded them to leave the dirty place .

Child 1 : why bring us here ? It's time for us to roam the streets to ask for money and look for food.

Child 2 : we can't leave our hideout for long. Other boys would take over the place. It's not easy to find a hideout here.

Lisa : forget about the hideout ! This is your new home. You can live as long as you like .we'll take care of everything.( nod head)

Child 1 : this is our home? No kidding!

Child 2 : we've never lived in a house all our life. It's like a dream.

Sofia : this is not a dream. Without and education, you'll remain what you are forever.

Child 1&2 : now we can join the other kids to go to school.

Lucy : she was lying on the five-foot-way. She's too weak to get up.

Sick woman : I … too … sick. I … belong … to … the … street. Let … me …. Die… there …

Lisa : the streets is not the place to die. If you want to die. Die here. We'll take care of you and give you a proper burial.

( Lisa gives a drink to he sick woman)

Sick woman : nobody….bothers….about….me ….out…there….nobody…has…touched ….me…so……tenderly…before..

Lucy : lie down here. We'll get a doctor to treat you.

Sofia : he was asking for money on the street. The meddling crowd simply brushed him aside and he fell a few times.

Handicapped man : I need money to buy food. I've no home to go to. I've to brave myself .there's not other way out.

Lisa : From today onwards, you do not have to beg for money. Stay here and we'll take care of everything.

Handicapped man : how kind of you to offer me a roof over my head and to take care of me. I'll be glad to accept your offer. But … I might be a burden.

Lisa : you're not a burden. It's my duty to take care of you.

Sofia : we'll get you a wheelchair so that you can move about easily.

A doctor enters and goes straight to Lisa.

Dr : I'm Dr. Ramesh . I heard of your noble mission. You come from a well-to-do family. You sacrifice all the luxurious and riches to help the people on the streets. I come here to see for myself what I can do to help.

Lisa : ( slightly claps her hands) I'm glad you came here. We need a doctor urgently to treat these people. But, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay you for your services.

Dr : It's my moral obligation to offer my help for free. You've done so much for them. I should compliment your effort to see a less suffering society. I'll come here a few times a day to treat them. I'll also rope in more doctors and nurses to help you in your cause.

The Doctor proceeds to treat the sick people

Two businessmen walk in with a few boxes of groceries.

Businessman 1 : I'm a businessman in this part of the town. I know the town like the back of my palm. These people have occupied the streets for as long as I can remember. In fact, the number keeps increasing. Nobody has done anything to help them, not even the government! They suffer in silence. I noticed some of them have disappeared from the streets. Later, I came to know your mission.

Lisa : it's my small way of helping mankind. It our civilized society, nobody should lead a life on the streets. We welcome help in whatever form to ease their pain.

Businessman 2 : you're doing a big service to the city. I'll rally my fellow businessmen to chip into help you. Tell me what I can do . Together we'll make a big impact.

Lisa : I'm so happy I'm not alone in this noble cause. YES! Together we can do more . There is hope for the people on the streets.

The children go near to Lisa

Child 1 : we've never lived in a house. We've never tasted suck delicious food .

Child 2 : We've never worn clean clothes . We've never been showered with love,

Child 1 : since our mother passed away, we have been on the streets.

Child 2 : you enabled us to feel mother's love. We shall call you, ' MOTHER LISA'

The handicapped man and the old woman join in.

Man : Mother Lisa, you picked me up from the street where I endured so much pain and suffering. You're my savior. I'm indebted to you.

Woman : you do not ignore the dying. In my last moments, you made me as happy as possible. The best of all, I'm ensured of a proper burial .

All : Mother Lisa! Mother Lisa! We love you!

Lisa : ( Moved to tears )  I'm merely spreading the seed of love. Everybody is entitled to love in one way or another. I'm so happy that my effort has finally borne fruit, fruit of love. There will be more homes for the people of the streets. I want to see the streets free of suffering people.

Lisa's parents walk into the house.

Lisa : Mum? Dad ? What are you doing here?

Dad : Lisa, you'll not be alone in your effort to help these people. I'm so selfish to stop you from helping these people. Your effort has been noted in the newspaper and the television. You make me proud. I'm so ashamed of myself.

Mum : My daughter, I missed you so much. We looked everywhere for you until we read in the papers. I'll stay in this house to help you to take care of these people.

Lisa : Am I dreaming again? I miss you and I love you so much , mummy and daddy. I'm so sorry I walked out of the house.

Dad :  I can see the changes in you. You're no longer the helpless girl you used to be. You've made a good decision. Now I'm with you. I'll fulfill your wish to expand the home to take in as many suffering people as possible.

Lisa : Money cannot make a person happy. The real happiness is to see smiles on the faces of the people you help.

Dad : Yes, that's exactly what I'm going to do

Lisa : I love you mummy and daddy. My sacrifice has changed the lives of the people on the streets and the people around me, my family…………....

The End

buzzz .....buzzzz.....busy bee.....buzzz..

Oh My Heck. I'm so busy all these days! all these months! drama competition, choral speaking competition, choir competition..... examinations,holidays......... OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   > arh~ busy indeed<  but i need to take part in every competitions that will be held through out this year! if not, i've no more chance to participate right after next year because I've gotta big examination to be faced .  IN MY WHOLE LIFE!  so I've to hold on this chances.
oh i think i haven't answer the question I'd post last time. I've been chosen to study in 4 Science ,unfortunately.indeed. so it was kinda depressed,impressed,splendid,and......idk it's really busy life. everyday I've gone through makes me feel like 24 hours a day is not enough. sleep 8 hours/day , study 8 hours/day , three hours practices / day , two hours tuition / week. all above / month! i need to study more! i need to have more tuition! i need to practice every three competitions / week!
i don't know how to go through it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Family matters...... besides, I'm the monitor of the class! i need to take care of everything of 'em. organize every job for 'em. non-stop working . first i thought it's kinda good for me to diet. but i get fatter instead! oh dear..............
Choral speaking. obviously it's one of my favorite competition since i was 13. three years I've been taken part in . this is the last year I take part in it . next year I won't anymore. T.T yeah... it's pretty sad. but i hope rules and regulations will change next year..........
my teacher said I've a 'acting' voice. i thought I was going to be a conductor of this choral speaking group because my friend who had been a conductor last year said she wanna join in and have fun with this year's ''kids'' and the interesting scripts. So i let her be it. But my teacher was kinda disagree with it .. So she decided to push me into the group and pull her out to be the conductor of the group. Honestly,I don't have any experience about conducting people. So i'm ok with anything as long as they feel it's ok.

about drama, it's my first time. so I was kinda nervous. IT'S BEEN VERY CLEAR i WAS VERY NERvous.  i thought I was only going to be the side character. but my TEacher again asked me to be the main character.LISA. [ oh bitch the one who create the script , my name is Libby] the story was VERY,ABSOLUTELY,DEFINITELY. bORING.
choir. I love to sing. so indeed I'm joining in......

so i think that's all for this latest update. I've gotta do homeworkS  XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

HOlly Shit III

ok. i'm burning and frustrated right now. why?ok listen,i'll tell you.


the government WAS confirmed to give ALL OF STUDENTs in Malaysia include us RM 100 (=31.6738 USD / 32.5545 CAD) so i was kinda happy about it although it's not very high value to me. IT'S FOR FREE! we deserve this money! so I went to school two days just to get money. 
story start like this:>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
In a couple months ago, our principal have been taken place a new principal which is going to retire in July next year [{( >.> it's funny about this because, to me basically being a principal, he/she has to be given services more than two years, that's all i really know since I studied from kindergarten til' now. but this principal only gives services about nine months O.o it's weird to us to laugh out loud!  so i really appreciate our given-7-years-services principal in this school. She was Chinese and she was kinda like a healthy-reminder to every students in this school FOR EVERYDAY. her quote :" HEALTH IS WEALTH". that's what i like about her. But so sad, when I was just in Form 1, she's going to retire in two more years.Now i'm form 3, she's retired and our school's like losing a peace-protector.  Before we find out our new principal, all of us was kinda sad about our beloved principal retirement. We knew that our next principal will be very different compared to our old-principal.So, we have to face the reality. She was the ONE Chinese principal in this Tampin area. Every teachers was respect her. Malaysia is a country that have many races. So in our school, CHINESE,INDIAN,AND MALAY. She doesn't need to be very angry about mistakes that have done by students but when she's got pissed off by students' discipline issues, she'll act what she's going to be.She only teach Form 5 science class.{don't know what is science class?view back the " Holly Shit" post} [ besides,I already decided that I'll go to have a tuition with her] So, those Malays teachers can't do anything instead of complaining. BUT after The Male-suck-principal replaced her place, he does everything he likes to. Everything was ruined by him. the pavilion was destroyed, some colorful stone chairs and table were being moved to some disgusting places, A small green field have been replaced with many stone which is now car park for teachers, HE ALSO act like a commander to command teachers to do this do that. his present made those Malays teaches happy and always make some snitches at him. EVEN A SMALL MATTER. He mentioned every mistakes that have been done by students in front of us everyday in assembly. once, form 5 students broke parent's car's mirror by using WATERMELON. He yelled out their names and called them to come out. THEN,ASKed even ORDERED teachers to witness the incident have to stand out and say.And guess what?! they did what he told them! it's doesn't matter to me because those students deserve this punishment BUT THEn he just shake hand with those students and become friends. IS IT WEIRD? WOULD YOU BE HIS FRIEND AFTER HE SLAPPED YOU,PUNISHED YOU,SCOLDED YOU ? ok, the second situation is, it's normal to those students to play poker cards because there's nothing to do all these months. why? because they finished they're exams and started the "battle" . LIKe gambling poker cards. They did it in their class and there's a teacher witnessed it. That teacher was like bitch but she's not really a bitch. Before the replacement of our old-principal,she was very quiet and just only a prayer teacher that teach Malays students to pray or it's kinda Muslim moral. She was very nice once i met her. But this time, she snitched very small matter at him. She wrote down the names of students that involved in the gambling. HE again, announced by her and read out the names. He gave her the microphone and told all of us what they've done on the stage.Then, same things happened. He used rattan to slap their BUTT and shake hand with them >.> then HE asked them, who's the winner Have you ever seen such a principal in your school???! what the hell! He's the causes made us out of our mind!)]}so let us talk back about our today's topic. He used this time which is the day before the distribution of that RM 100, to buy 600+ chairs to us. WHAT'S THE POINT? WHY BUY US SO MANY CHAIRS? WE DON'T EVEN NEED IT. WE STILL HAVE MANY CHAIRS IN OUR CLASS. you know why he bought all this chairs? TO COMMAND US, SIT ON THOSE CHAIRS ONCE YOU ARRIVED AT SCHOOL AND READ BOOKS AT THE ASSEMBLY FIELD. He changed and ruined it all. We don't need this at all. WE DON'T EVEN ASK FOR THOSE CHAIRS?! Ok, seems like you don't know yet. YOU KNOW where he got those money? HE USED OUR PAYMENT, WHOLE SCHOOL PAYMENT(PIBG, means Parent's & Teacher's Association.), FOR EVERY YEAR TO BUY IT. it's about RM 12000+ （3,792.61 USD ，3,898.86 CAD ) ok. then the day we deserve that RM100, he told us that we only get RM 90 { which is less than Rm 100) WTF!? Hey, imagine, if your government promised you to give you RM 100 and your principal only gives you RM 90, do you satisfy with it? although it's only a little value compare to the real price. BUT it's cheating us! my cousin and other school got RM 100 ! you know why he took away our RM10 from us? he told us that we need to pay back the chairs price that he bought. OMFG!asdfghjkl WTF we didn't even ask for it! besides, every school-opening year, we need to pay about RM 200+ to school include PIBG, means Parent's & Teacher's Association. SO means, we pay it twice! WTF!  He cheated us by using excuses he bought 600 + chairs to us then he can get back those money from us. YOU KNOW HOW TREACHEROUS IS HIM!
 so this is the real things happened to us. THE BATTLE BEGINS since his arrival at our school.i hope his retirement come as fast as possible. LoLXD