Showing posts with label school life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school life. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

That's new about life.

Today,
I supposed that I shouldn't get up from my warm bed,
to continue sleeping,
to continue have a dream tho it's a nightmare.
my body's laziness led me to get up late more then five minutes.
without even notice that my phone
had been put in the living room last night.
So, purposely.
My alarm on the phone had rang for a few times.
Dammit.
Probably there's nobody else care about it.
So, bring it on.
Then I washed my face,
brushed my teeth,
put on my school uniform,
thought it'll be a good day.
Waiting for my dad to get me.
He rushed in the house,
brought home something with a plastic on it
which I hadn't have time to take a peek.
I, who had waited impatiently for five minutes ago
walked through the door gate,
sat in the car,
looked for dad's appearance next to me
early in the morning
which by the way was about 6.55 am
a step took by him was pretty heavy
because he's kinda rushing something.
" Have you eaten?"
"whaah? no"
" the pepper hot dogs is on the table."
"whaah? oh i don't know."
yeah well, my head was slow a bit this morning,
answering with whaaah~
so
Got out from the car again,
meanwhile,
my hungry stomach was waiting for me to feed it.
Two bowls was covered up each other
to 'protect' the hot dogs from 'polluting' by the flies.
Obviously,
my mom did it.
Always.
to protect food.
But she always forget to bring it out to the stall
for my breakfast.
So let's face it.
She put in like
high up in the mountain with a tall Tupperware
but failed,
my eyes didn't catch up real fast this morning.
Maybe I was eye-opened sleeping.
I grab the bread and put the hot dog in it.
Started to chew it
forced it to swallow through my trachea,
that's pretty hurt.
i thought.
Because I hadn't have a drink
I admitted something,
the hot dog was real big
wide like a big coin.
imagine that if a 3 cm height and a big-coin wide hot dog
was forced to swallow through my trachea
I'm gonna die
But no, I did but I haven't die yet.
forget it.
My dad drove , I ate next to him.
He just put the bowl and the bread on it in front of his wheel.
Fine, i understood he was rushing for something.
I knew I'm going to be late in school.
I didn't care about that
because today was the last school day for those Muslim students
They had their New Year Days >Hari Raya Aidilfitri<
It's time for non-Muslim students to take a week-holidays break
which probably no use for me to take a break
because I have more than one thing to finish it
The folios, Account, and Moral
So, I stepped in the restaurant
which my dad had rent a small area there
run a business.> food<
My classmates and friends all there
eating noodles which was made my mom.
I walked to school then with my friends
which then I realized I wasn't the one who late.
In fact, if I did, I'm not the only one be late in school.
I would walk through the door gate proudly
Because I'm also the one who present today
which by the way there's many of them absent and
I have no idea why did i go to school today.
one word-BORED
after the assembly,
we were announced that we should go to the Chinese society room
after recess
to play indoor games.
I knew all the indoor games are all the same things as I played last year
But I enjoyed it pretty well.
So there's about 3 hours,
I was doing my Account folio
counting the numbers like counting the times to pass

During recess, I bought foods, two and a half bucks
but then I realized
there's free food because of their New Year is around the corner.
They cooked the porridge.
I took one, sat down and started to taste it.
I didn't smell it
Instead I swallowed it with a weird face
What on earth the porridge had a weird taste?
It's a sliced chicken porridge.
But the taste was not so good.
It's like ..... I don't know how to bring to word
but .... it's weird. after all.

The bell rang,
I took my bag
walked toward the room.
waiting to be served 'games'
I played with two friends, monopoly.
It's childish game and I never put away the childish things tho I had to
But the childhood was never ever been put away all by itself
because it had perpetuated in my memory. Forever.
2 hours playing.
time to go back.
I walked to my mom's stall
to had lunch.
again
I wanted to go back home
tired but well,
i spent time on playing phone's game.
Then,
i had to face the unlucky stupid idiot
whore asshore bitch fucking people I have ever seen.
The person who worked in the restaurant.
She always get annoyed.
Besides, she's a widower
no one wants her anymore.
Just get frustrated with her.

don't talk about her.
dammit.
-the end-

of the current diary

tomorrow no school! and friday no school! 
but I have tuition. 
lame.


Thursday, June 21, 2012

Libby's Lullaby

boo! i'm getting busy recently. I need to prepare everything all over again for the second time of our science show. Today, I was either lucky or unlucky to say that I was saved by God because the sky started drizzling when I was preparing the stuff that needed for the science show early in the morning, around 7 o'clock. I looked up into the sky and i knew it will rain [ha ha, that song's by Bruno Mars ,i know] I asked some boys to carry the table up to the stage and stared at the sky. I thought maybe it was my fate.It's like God won't allow me to represent the science show on the stage.So fine. I kinda happy but neither. I felt it was totally embarrassing. My face shown happy because I didn't even have to represent it but behind the scene, i was like (=.=) . I walked down  to the backstage. Carried my bag and books, walked toward the counseling room.
And before I went back to my class, I went to find my co-curriculum teacher about our program on tomorrow. This program is like a camp. I don't know what's that program for but what I only know is that I've been a year didn't take part in any camp. I like those program. Go further away from where I am. Explore even more tho it's only in Malaysia. At least I can go to the place where I haven't been before. If I have a chance, I'll travel all over the whole with my future family especially my parents.I've made a vow that I'll bring them together with me. Wherever I go to have fun, they deserve that too. Now, I think it's not the time. It's a school program. Not self-organized program. From tomorrow on 'til 22th June 2012. I know it's quite exhausting but I think it maybe either fun or boring. Location @ D'Village Resort, Ayer Keroh, Malacca.
So, about packing personal things for this program. I don't even think about it yet because I'm 'downloading' my memories and diary here. Maybe later I better pack 'em up after finishing this.
Other than this, I just received another request for another camp for the following weeks. This program is about patriotic of Malaysia, i think so. It's from 1st July 'til 4th July 2012.Location @ Pendang Kadah.Each state in Malaysia with 19 participants were chosen for this program.It just the week after next week. One of my friend was chosen but then she couldn't attend. So counselor asked some of us whether we interested in it or not. I just looked at them, and suddenly teacher asked those who couldn't attend for that program can reject it. So only three of us, including Foo. I said:" If you want I can give it to you" I ended up with a smile. They looked each other.I was absolutely sure that my mom and dad's gonna let me go.I can let 'em take this chance. This opportunity is rarely been given to our school. The certificate for this program is pretty important even tho it's merely a laminated paper. They answered:" I have to get my mom's permission first." However, teacher gave me the blank form and needed to filled in, and hand it up on tomorrow. I felt like I've two fun sides that I needed to clear up and another side is my worries about my studies. I know I shouldn't be the one who is worrying about the studies.
Just face it. May that bad be that bad. Just deal with it. May the best be more than the best!
{Libby wants to sing a lullaby on the top of her voice,feel it from deep inside and see it from the bottom of your heart.}

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

kiss. Ha ha

So it's been a long time I didn't update anything, honestly. Just kinda busy in "game" business in Facebook. ha ha! the game is in Chinese language but it translated : Magic Bakery . I think so~ ha ha. that's not funny actually. So, without further non-sense conversation about what happen today.
there's one thing that I have to mention. Kiss. that's right. One of my best friend, Foo, she asked Yong ( she's also my best friend) about how is the feeling of kissing. I was beaten by a sudden shock that she asked about this kind of stuff. I thought she experienced it before. well, she did. She just wanna asked about the feeling. So I added:" how long does it take ?" Foo agreed. Yong answered with a cold-stared-eye mood:"10 minutes." This time I was really beaten by a big giant wood. [She sat in front of me, and Foo sat next to me.] I turned up my head with big eyes. " What!?" that's right. what the hell kiss with a duration of 10 minutes?!!!! Hey, you there, if you ever kiss with your lover, would it take so long. I asked Foo:" will your mouth becomes thicker and thicker". .... oh that's what call sexy lips ha. !!! Foo looked into her eyes with a word "disbelief" hanging on her forehead. Well, that's actually pretty shocked answer. " Maybe you have lost control of everything goes around you that make you lose your sense of time counting while you're kissing." I guessed. But she agreed with only 50%. So I did count with my fingertips and thought back those scenes I've seen in movies. At least, i thought, at least the longest time is only about 1 minute. hmm.. Never mind. She's genius IN kissing and everything about that. ha ha! So, while talking about this stuff. She told us to be more quiet when telling this, and asked to come nearer to discuss more. It's kinda like top secret when talking about this.What the hell, the laughter began. She asked us to SAY IT LOUDER AND LAUGH IN SILENCE. She did say it. The question marks appeared above my head. " I told you so, you've lost your control while kissing! won't you begin to counting before you start kissing?? that's weird~" I talked with the top of my voice. " Shh....!" she added. " you asked me to say it louder and laugh in silence." I answered. What the earth are we doing!? we actually did the same thing. say it louder and laugh in silence. We should do it in opposite way.  hahahahahaha! Just the shit ain't going to burst my head. So we laughed until now. Even in Facebook chatting. Damn this is fun. But what I felt lucky is, MY FIRST kiss still exist in my mind's dictionary! HA hA! YES! I'll give it to a proper person, someday . NOT NOW or not I'll be like them. Half mad and half crazy in this. Bah~ so much fun! LAUGHTER. i LOVE YOU! LAUGHTER , YOU'RE MY SUPER-DUPER SUPREME HERO! and I now I become mad.