Holly shit!

it's kinda been a couple months I didn't even read any books albeit all these days are school holidays. i was like a person who never read or study before. OMG what I'm going to do???? My mom always mentioned that English is needed to be learnt better intended to achieve my dream and for my future.And all these days I didn't even read any English books which i need to learn more vocabularies and grammars. I don't know why i have a kind of feeling when I see all those classmates are so determined,diligent,serious in studying English after the examination. It's such a dilemma and pathetic to me that I don't act like them.I went back to school last week,some of them were learning and reading English articles for next year. And I was like O.o wWWttttttTTTTFFFFFFfffff are they doing ???!!!! But what i do after the exam is REBLOGGING IN MY TUMBLR BLOG.  :L yeah that's what i do. HOLLY SHIT they made me jealous. ESPECIALLY the one who always show English at school.(i don't wanna mention HER name) she was kinda improving her English lately. so so so so. I need to ENHANCE MY ENGLISH LEVEL TOO@!@%#*%^^((&(()&(*^%^&$%$%^##$%#%*$&^()%$

sO, MY FINAL DECISION IS buy DICTIONARY WHICH IS quite expensive (RM 60+) and highly contained many words that i don't know and probably couldn't find out in my current small "un-useless" English dictionary although it'd with me for four years(many holly shits words I couldn't find out and make me dive in the hell),and and ENGLISH IDIOMS BOOKS which contained many idioms I needed to be used in my exams next two years and in social life.I wish that kind of book exist in the POPULAR book store, O.o . NEXT, BAHASA MELAYU IDIOMS BOOKS it's a main language I need to be scored high marks,so i can get my secondary-school's certificate  ( this certificate is wow to me I have to get,if don't I'm useless and I can't further my study ,especially my dream.) THEn, HISTORY this subject has been confirmed by the government that students ought to pass this subject so that they can get the secondary-school's certificate.SEEE! MY HOLLY SHIT this is my SUCK subject EVER! But i hope i can pass it and hopefully can get better result too. so NEXT is what I didn't expect to be learnt about, PHYSICS, CHEMICALS,BIOLOGY all these three subjects are only in one class ( science class )i don't know whether i'll be in science class( those who very intelligent students will step in this class.AND DEFINITELY NOT ME but I was interest in those kind of subjects .SO i guess i don't have any chance to be in this class >.> ) PA class ( for Malay pronounced, PerAkaunan for English means, accounting. I love maths too {but i don't get high marks} .So i was kinda confused in making up my mind. this class doesn't contain physics ,chemical,and biology. it only contained basics science.) the last two dummies class ( Tk and MPV ) TK is Technical and MPV is Planting. so i wish i can fulfill my decision. Next I need to buy is Mathematics and Additional Mathematics . ( science and PA class ) and Pendidikan Moral which is moral education. and finally ARTS! LK so so so . all of my decision about science or pa class is depends on my exam result.

Buy these stuff need money. now I gotta job.A job with RM 2.50/ hour it's very low price actually but there's no more such job require me because that boss was told me that i can work there about two years ago. O.O i know it's a wow that it should be worker interview a job but NOT the boss need to be interviewed by finding workers and booked couple years ago. so it depends on how many hours I work there and it's my pleasure what i arrive there and work. About work. i wish i don't wanna talk about it because if i write it down here,i'll complain many things. wanna memorize many price tags and blah blah blah blah blah !
so end here now!

♔The Happy Ever after Guide ♔

“Are you happy?” It may seem like a simple question, but the answer can be trickier to figure out than an advanced Sudoku puzzle .Happiness is an overall state of mind that is not altered by our environment .Instead of desiring to be Oprah-ism, vogue or luxury, you also need a happy-go-lucky life .So, here are some happiness tips to get you thinking about the choices you can make, so you can have the best life.

      One of the keys is happy diet .It means healthy meals .Eating the right food will sustain your energy levels, assist your concentration and keep you from feeling lethargic and irritable .Mood will be changed when you’re stressed .In order to help you improve your mood, you have to eat omega-three fatty acid like oily fish ,leafy greens and walnut ,proteins that found in fish ,meat ,yoghurts ,lentils and complex carbohydrates like bread and brown rice.

      Secondly ,you need to do exercise constantly for reducing your anxiety and depression .By doing exercise ,you can also be able to enhance your moods ,improve your self-concept like the way you feel and think about yourself and give you a higher quality of life too .Exercise like jogging ,cycling or even jungle trekking in any gardens or forests can make you get closer to the mother nature and inhale fresh air .Besides ,studies have shown that people who train outside actually experience greater feeling of revitalization ,confusion and anger than who exercise indoors.

      The third key to happiness is feeling connected to others .Happy relationship is not only for your partner but for whoever who loves you .It’s important to have a healthy sense of self in order to create great relationships .If you don’t feel good about yourself ,you’re vulnerable to sabotaging ,jealousy ,dependency and intimacy issues .Furthermore ,you must respect and love yourself .You know you’ll be fine if your relationship ends .it doesn’t mean you want it to finish but it is just that you don’t depend on another person to make you content .

       The next key is dance no matter how old you are .Science can back up what we intuitively already know about music like jazz ,club ,house ,hip hop ,R&B and rock .It makes us happy ,really-really happy .Music affects physiological functions like respiration ,heart beat and blood pressure .It can also lower the amount of stress hormone cortisone and increase the release of endorphins , the body’s natural feel-good hormone .So ,whether it’s in a club ,your living room or in front of your bedroom mirror ,just do the robotic dance like Lady Gaga or shake your body like Shakira !

      The last key is happy home .People always say:”Home sweet home.” Home is our shelter. The environment and your surrounding can affect you mentally, physically and spiritually. If you want to lift your mood, you can surround yourself with things you love by decorating your home with your favourite  colours, accessories and furnishings. Moreover, you have to make sure your furniture is arranged properly. Open windows and doors everyday because fresh air and energy will circulate your home. Fresh air helps you to feel re-energised and more alert.

      As a result, if you want to be happy in your life, it’s not hard to work at. As long as you can boost your well-being by practising the four keys above you’ll be happy forever. There’s an old saying that “Happy mind leads to a happy life”. Enjoy everything liven up your life and appreciate the present. By taking in the moment rather than looking back at the past, you’ll love life a lot more! 

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this is my essay. I wrote it in a week holiday.After I hand it up to my English teacher. She said it's pretty good essay [essay above]( aw thanks =^.^= ) so she needed this essay to be published in the SMKTI SCHOOL MAGAZINE.I was shocked when teacher told me about this.So , i promised teacher and type this essay to be saved in pen drive. [i have to borrow it from my friend >.< ]

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I'm happy today! but PMR is going to be face to face with me! OMG! 

ahhhhhhhhhhh!

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